Date : Thursday, September 3, 2009
Time : 7:24 PM
Title :
I hate todayyyyy cozs there's 3 things tht made me upset & there's like 4 periods of malay & 3 periods of ss intensive . Seriously ar , mendakk nk mampoz . I almost sleep in both lessons . Well , malay nt tht bad ar bt when it comes to ss , hell yeah nth goes inside my head & her extremely irritating voice is extremely loudddddd >.< . Grrrr . Nxt , i stayback after sch cozs there's Malay remedial bt in the end tkde cozs Mdm R is having PMS with her students . Yeahh , thnkx for making us wait huh(; . I had PMS today bt as usual , my parents couldnt attend . If i were to ask my mum , she would ask me to ask my dad andd if i were to ask my dad , he would ask me to ask my mum . Hmm . Cn eu guys like just spare some time for me ?! Im just sad tht my parents cn't attend to take my result . I mean its really important to me cozs this result will show whether im able to do well for my n's or nt . Andd eu guys , always think about work , work & workk . Come on lahh , its only like for one day & it wont take longg . Haisss . Im ur daughter . Andd for once , plss understand hw i feel ); . Anws , i was shocked when i got to knw something frm my sis & yeahh , i was vry upset . Haisss . But after all , she's my sis & i love her . So i care bout her feelings mre than mine . Hmm . Last long with 'him' okayy .
Andd to V , sorry for not telling eu the truth & sorry if im hiding things frm eu . Itz just hard for me to tell eu straightforward . Andd nw tht eu've alrdy knw , i'll let eu be with who eu wanna be with . I cn't lie about hw i feel . The fact is tht im still upset bout it . Vry upset ); . Haisss . Yknw , i cn feel this feeling of weakness in me . When we started fighting , hell yeah the feeling is there & it stays there for quite a long time D; . Im like always depending on eu which actually im nt suppose too . Well , i realie dont knw . In the inside , im a weak person & yes im really am ;/ .
