Enough for nowϟ

2010-06-04T10:58:00.017+08:00

Happy birthday to myself! Ceh! Tak malu! HAHA!

Sadly, jaja couldnt tag along yesterday :( . but still, i had fun with my bibi's♥ . Another bday surprise huh? Bag pecah ehk fanaa.. Step nk check price je. hahaha! Garagara kau, aku dpt tido 1 jam je! hahahah! Watch Marmaduke with them. The show was okay. And yeah, i receive a BILLIBONG bag from them. hahah! Thanks alot :) . And thank you jaja, fir, irsyad & zan ;D . Hehe. Went to school today cozs there's eng intensive for 1 hr only. Retarded kn? haha! Received another gift from dee, tiqaa & marr. thank you♥ . Anws, im meeting hafjz ltr & meeting faiz tomorrow ^^ . Wooooooo~ cn't wait. Going johor this sunday & also celebrating my birthday with family. Ouh yeah, those people who wish me thru fb & mxg, thank you so much! Hehe. I shall find time to update my blog again :P

2010-05-22T22:31:00.004+08:00

I knw i havent been updating my blog for nearly 1 month. Eh wait! i think 1 month already. Haha! You people have been asking me to update. So nw i've update already. Happy nw?! CEH! Haha. So, yesterday went to victoria theatre with classmates♥ & sec 4's to watch Football, Football. I didnt get to eat my dinner before going for the show :( . Kebulur lah aku satu hari. Haha! But the show was okay la. The guys there are hot :P . HAHA! Today, i had this malay o lvl thingy at bartley sec today. Had to wake up at 6am. On SATURDAY lagi. Tsk! Reach there early, was supposed to start at 8 but they are dragging it bcozs some schools have not arrived -.- . The thing starts at 9+. Get to beramz frm there at 12+. Overall, it was okay. Tapy aku cume suke sesi peribahasa & the kesilapan bahasa dlm karangan. HEHE! Was supposed to go to my grandparents house today but my aunt couldnt make it today. Finally i get to sleep the whole day :D . Syiok! Ohh yah, didnt get to see 2nd sis for 2 weeks alrdy. Rindu :( . COME HOME SOON LA SLENGGGGG~ Hm. Enough typing. I shall update soon. Soon la ehk. If i feel like blogging. Bye!

2010-04-02T00:52:00.024+08:00

Yesterday's pictures

Cross country~

Natasha's birthday pit~

Its looks like as if Joanna biting jaja's finger. Ahaha! But actually not :P

Had cross country in the morning. Me & jes really ran like mad dogs. While the others, idk whether they are running or not. Haha! Was super tired & i almost feel like vomitting halfway cozs i didnt eat anything for breakfast. Except drinking two bottles of new water -.- . Ergh! No wonder i feel like vomitting. Ahahaha!
Went to natasha's birthday pit in the afternoon. We sabo natasha with flour & paint! Haha! It was fucking fun! You've got to see her reaction! She was screaming like a mad girl XD . HAHA! Then we mknmknmkn, chit chat with the others, laughing out loud etc. Her parents came & the birthday girl cut her cake :P . Ohh yah! Me & jaja were busy playing with natasha's lil sister, Joanna (idk if its the right spelling or nt) . Hehe! She's so effing cute! GRRR! I wish my mum would adopt a lil sister like her ^^ . Haha! Alah, dream on la suzs. LOL! Anws, i simply had fun yesterday! I really enjoyed myself alot. I love my bibi's <3

And Happy Advanced Birthday Bibisha! Will wish you again on monday okay :)

2010-03-29T00:17:00.005+08:00

Hi! Im happy today cozs......... MY SIS IS FINALLY HOME! Omg! Only god knws hw happy i am ^^. Im just too happy till i can't sleep ;P . Had to fetch my sis downstairs just nw cozs she injured her right leg. She fell into the drain yesterday night & had a deep cut on her leg. Tuh laaa! Dolat! Ahaha! But im glad she's okay :) . I was nice to her today. For today je! Nxt tyme, lek sua. Ahaha! Jkjk! Anws, will blog again if im nt lazy. Wanna lyn my sis. Bye!

2010-03-19T22:37:00.003+08:00

Deefee Milfil Liefie ;D

2010-03-19T01:49:00.003+08:00

Morning! All of the sudden, i feel like updating my blog. Haha. Righttttttttttt, for the last 4 days, i've been coming back to school for extra lessons. So much for march holidays huh -.- . TGIFT! No extra lessons today ^^ . Woooooo~ Ohh yah, i've done almost all of my reap test. Well, except for maths & geog. Shall find time to do tht. I still have to REDO my art. Thanks to the vp -.- . Siangsiang tknk suroh tukar. Argh! Waste my time & effort only. Ceh fake! Haha! Nvm, i still have like 3 more months left before submitting my finalwork to the vp. Anws, i cn't wait for the dragonboat event at marina barrage. Wooohoooooo!! :D . My 1st time going for this kind of event. Haha. Siaksiak! Okay, i have nothing else to say. I will try to update more often okay. Bye!

2010-03-05T23:58:00.004+08:00

Hi! Sorry for not updating my blog for sucha long time. Have nt been touching the laptop for 2 weeks. Haha. I mean i usually went online using my phone just to check fb & chat for awhile. Hehs. School have been sucky for me. Especially the tons of hw i receive. And i started to dislike mr singh lesson. Dont even bother to ask me why =.= . So stressful! Coursewrk is killing me too! Test is making me stress! I have to come back during the March holiday for extra lessons! Argghh! Give me a break! Will be having reap tests on monday. For the whole period. Yeah, WHOLE period! Goshh! Anws, Aizat is leaving us. So sedihhhh :( . Asl kau gie ITE?! Sleng ar kau! Ahaha. But, we wont forget about you! And please dont everever forget abt us. Tkmo sombong kay aizat. Klau tk, aku rembat kau! Ahaha! Jkjk. Remember to drop by tkss & visit us :) . Gonna miss you aizat! Oh yeah, and ur post is so sweet. Thnks for almost making me cry aizat ^^

2010-02-16T04:51:00.005+08:00

Believe it or not , nw its already 4.51am . Haha =.= . Ar wtv . Anws , im just gonna let this blog of mine rot okayyy . For awhile only . Or mybe for a week or months or years . Ceh tipu . Haha !

BYE !

2010-02-09T16:33:00.007+08:00

Hi , my blog is sooooo dead . Ahaha . I have nth to blog abt , really . Nth great actually happen huh . Haha . Busy with hw & stuff . Ohh yeah , & i skipped art dsp today . HEHEH ~ cozs im just freaking lazy to go . I'll be stuck in the art room for 2 hrs , just doing my sketches . Alahh ! lagypn all of my art classmates is not attending too . So yeahh , cabot lorrrrrrrrrr :P . Anws , mr singh came to our class during CME lesson . Just to give us a warning abt our results for humanities CT . Seriously , i cnt understand wth mr sidek is teaching . Masok telinge kiri , kluar telinge kanan ~ We insisted mdm siti to teach us ( PRETTY PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE !! ) . There will be a retest for us nxt wed . So yeah , i really need to do well for my geog . Hm . Nvr felt this scared b4 huh ;/ . Ohoh & to YOU ! Im really angry abt whut you did to me ! If you think its funny , thn think twice okay =.=

2010-01-31T19:43:00.003+08:00

Its a must to get this watch !! Hehs ~

2010-01-21T22:22:00.003+08:00

Hi , cute right my mum . AHAHA ~ I force her to wear tht mask & pose :P
Anws , my whole arm is like aching very badly ); . Yeahh veryvery badly . Thnkx to the pull up , sit up & whtever shit i did during p.e lesson . Without warming up . Besttt =.=
Had biology test today & i totally forget to revise my bio at home BUT manage to revise abit in school . I dont wanna fail my bio AGAIN ! Not for the 2nd tyme ;/ . Haiyooo ~ Ohh yeah , there's eng remedial tomorrow . YEAY =.= . SUPERB ! Why cn't we just start the remedial nxt wk !! Tsk . 2 periods of elective tomorrow . DIE ~

2010-01-19T22:45:00.004+08:00

Can i skip school tomorrow ? Cozs there's 2 peroids of ELECTIVE tomorrow . Goshh ! I hate it ;/ . Its just so freakinggg boringgggg ~ Steph is nt arnd anymre . Same goes to haidar , zal & the others . Hw boring could it get !! Arghhh ! Ouhh yeah , i did badly for all of my REAP test . I scored single digit for my physics . HEHEHEH . Rabak kn ? I knw i knw . But i've told myself to work hard for all my common test . Yeah real hard =.= . Anws , i miss my 'handsomest' guy ); . Haha :P

2010-01-16T15:58:00.008+08:00

Happy 17th birthday to Hafjz & Happy 16th birthday to Amalina ! Enjoy your day today
L0ve you guys <3

2010-01-12T17:58:00.002+08:00

Hi , let me blog for awhile kay . Awhile only . Ahahaha . Let me talk about school okay . So yeah , i've just finish doing my art cover page using IT . Punye lahh leceh . Nk kene bikin 8 prepatory work lagy anddd TIE & DYE ! I HATE TIE & DYE -.- . Still , i need to finish up my malay & ENG ! There's art tomorrow & i swear i started to hate art already ! GRRRRR ~ Wouldnt it be better if they did nt include elective in our O lvl & instead , they include CCA . Better right ? I knw . You dont have to tell me . AHAHAH ! Cheh :P . There's test on Fri & i havent even done my revision . Mlss siaa seriously . Haiya . Die die must revise . Klau fail rbk , Titieuwwwww _______________ ABISSSS ~ Ahaha . Kay lahh wtv . Blog again ltr . Er nt ltr lahh . Mybe if im free or nt feeling lazy :D . Haha . BYE ^^

2010-01-05T16:09:00.006+08:00

Hi , yesterday was fun . I mean 1st day of school lahh . Got talks & stuff . Recess was extend to 50 mins . Yeah yeay ! But NO mee soto ); . Auntie come back lahh !! So yeah , today lessons starts . Was kinda happy abt my subject teachers . Was hoping tht cikgu ashikin would teach my class malay ;/ . But sadly NO ! Haiya ~ Nvmnvm . I've gt maths hw btw ! Haiyoo ! 2nd day je dh ade hw . Tsktsk . I knw tht i really need to work hard for this yr . WHY ?! Cozs im taking my o's this yr . Surely stress nye . Sian ! Cn die ar cm gini ); . Cheh tipu ;p . Haha ! Ohh ohh ! This uncle nearly hit me with his umbrella & i was like 'UNCLE !' . Haha wtf ! Me , iraaa & her company was laughing like hell . Thnkx ehk uncle . Naseb kau tua , klau tk ......... Haha . Wtv ! Anws , starting from today , i wont blog tht often . So yeah , half dead blog okayyy . HEHEHE ~ Bye !

2010-01-02T03:04:00.003+08:00

Hi , countdown was superb with my girls around ! The fireworks display was great (; . HEHE ~ Nw im having backpain ); . So yeah , yesterday went tampines with mum & sis to get my school stuff . Jlnjln like mad people to search for my sister shoe & sling bag -.- . Cn't find a single thing there , so decided to go bugis to look for my school bag . Sadly , the shopping mall was about to close cozs its nearly 10pm . BOOO ! Sedih siaaa . Ape tk ! We were like walking at bugis street , trying to find my sister sling bag , thn go mkn lagy . Haiyaaa ~ Mybe nxt tyme je lahh beli . Hmm ;/ . So reach hm arnd 10 plus . Was talking otp with buntal for awhile , i wanted to sleep but i cn't cozs i wanted to watch scary movie 3 . So tahan for awhile . Hehe . Had my supper & nw here i am blogging ;p . Aiyoyo ~ Alright thn , shall blog again if im nt lazy . Byebye ~

2009-12-30T17:11:00.005+08:00

Check out the joke . AHAHAHA ! Kay i knw lame -.- But its kinda funny ;p
Anws , i cn't wait to meet fir & the others . Weeeee ~ I miss them hell alot !
Byeee ~

2009-12-26T21:34:00.012+08:00

Hi , idk whut to say . HAHA ! Basically , i've gt alot of things to say . Yeah really . Ahaha . Anws , i somehow recalled whut happen during my sec 4 life . Let me tell ya .

I remember the times where me , ja , fanaa , teah & steph were sitting at the canteen & talking about opening a restaurant . We named it JFS (Just for shepherd) . Ahaha . Fyi , it was name after us ;p . Ja , teah & fanaa will be cooking shepherd's pie while me & steph will be decorating the restaurant andd the theme is batik . Those who were nt wearing batik wont be allow to enter our restaurant . Ahaha . I knw crap right . Eventually , teah planned to paste our n lvl cert outside the restaurant . I forget for whut reason . Ahahah .

During p.e lesson , i remember steph injured herself . Yeahh badly . We panicked . She was send to the general office in a so called 'wheelchair' . Ahahah . The others followed her too bt were told to go back to their class . So i was there to accompany her . We were told to stay inside the library . Andd i was given this frozen water bottle to put it near her knees . The moment i did tht , she was like 'arghh , sakit' andd will eventually squeeze my arm . Haha . Accompany her till her daddy come to fetch her .

I remember the times when me & dee fought . We would usually sit at the bench along the corridor & sort things out . I wasnt being serious & keep on smiling all the way . I knw she doesnt like it . The moment i told her 'something' , she closed her face & idk whut she was doing . Ahaha . I knw she wants me to pujok her . Dont think idk ar . Ahaha . Ohh yah , her pinches are super pain ! I swear . She & her i l0ike . Pretty annoying . Bt i've alrdy adapted with it . Instead , i've alrdy used the word . HEHE ~

I started calling tiqaa Minah Tsk or Minah P due to some reasons . Andd eventually she called me mermaid . Wth lahh kn . AHAHAH !

In the class , while i was drinking water , Desiree pushed the water bottle andd the water spill on my uniform andd natasha's chair . WOOOOO ~

Yknw , i hate it when Toh & ong bite their nails . Baddddddd habit . Ahaha . The moment i saw Ong biting her nails , i wud give her the death stare & she'll eventually stop biting . Ahaha . So funny .

I loveee asking natasha to write my name on every worksheet i received . I was just too lazy to write it myself . Bt sometimes , she didnt listen to whut im saying & tend to think tht it was an extra worksheet & pass it to the back . Haha ! Well sometimes , the kpo girl , Desiree ;p , will grab the ppr frm natasha & help me write my name instead . Let me show you whut she wrote .

The one i circle in red ;p

Des loves to scribble on my ppr . Idky . Well , i still keep the pprs tht she scribble on cozs the moment i see it , it reminds me of her (; .

I love making desiree's hair messy & do the hair andd face thingy . Steph knws it (;

I remember about the incident tht happen btween us & the 3 express girls . We were given detention . But the detention were nt like detention . Ahaha . So called punishment ehk . But we did nt take it seriously . Ohh yahh ja , do you remember tht the 3 girls were trying to snap a pic of us ? You pretend to take pics with des just to get a pic of thm . Haha ! Ass ~

I remember tht all of us were trying to skip maths lesson . Andd we were staying inside the lvl 3 toilet , taking pictures & stuff . Haha . Ohh yeah , andd i remember des & natasha escape mr albert lim maths lesson & staying inside mdm sim maths class ;p

I remember tht i would ask steph to carry my bag & i wud carry hers . During art intensive , we heard one of the sec 5 girl singing something . Thn we wud look at each other & laugh . I totally forgot hw the song goes . AHAHAHA ! Bt hell yeah its funny . We wud usually went out of the art class & drink water at the water cooler . Walked pass this sec 1 class & a bunch of them were making the 'WEE' sound . Ahahah .

Thn we have this english intensive for one whole period . We (girls) were throwing eraser at each other & the floors were full of mini bits of erasers . Andd we cried when mdm aishah showed us this video as we knw its gonna be the last tyme she will be teaching us . *sob*

The place were i got pinched & smacked a million time is at the canteen & i swear it hurts . Well tht will be something i'll probably miss . HAHA !

I hate it when desiree says 'Mwark mwark' . Ahaha . I should have adapt to it by now .

I remember saying something & doing the hand sign & fanaa will eventually disturb me ;p

I've been craving for oreo cheese donuts & i gt to knw tht jaja bought for me oreo cheese & starry night donuts . Sweet aye ;p

I remember desiree crying about 'something' & i followed her to the toilet just to consult her . Afterwhich natasha came to consult her too .

I love the way natasha laugh . I swear its cute (;

Sometimes , jes wud buy calbee seaweed potato chips & we wud end up eating in class . Up till nw , it is still my fav.

We (girls) love to eat the mee soto sold at the school canteen ;p . Jaja loves to drink the soup . We wud usually put nugget . Ahaha . Andd end up crying cozs of the spicy soup ;p .

Nasi brown . Remember steph ? XP

Ohh yeah , i remember mr sidek talking about desiree's dirty uniform . AHAHAHA ! Crap ~

During one of the p.e lessons , me & steph were throwing twigs at each other . Hehe .

I remember disturbing farisha . AHAHA . Sumpah gelek gelek ;p

Eh steph ! Remember bawang ? AHAHAHAHAHAHA ! You walked behind 'her' & you smell bawang . Ahaha . Ass youuuuuuu ~

Our fav. spot to sit right after finish eating is outside the bookshop .

Ja , ingt tk yg bdak NT tuh carik psl dgn kau ? Ahahaha . Hilarious ;p . I was queueing up at the mee soto stall & when i turn behind , you werent there . Naseb tk bbl sorg . Ahaha .

I still gt alot more to type but i cn't recall some of it . Ahahaha . Nvm .
Bye ~

2009-12-22T18:52:00.005+08:00

I miss 4n2 ); . Dont you ? Cheh , ahaha ;p

Hi , the reason i havent been blogging for a long time is because .... im just too plain lazy to blog & i've gt nth to blog abt . Yeahh , like nth . Anws , i've decided to go for higher nitec instead of sec 5 . Cozs after thinking for quite some time , i think i cn't really cope in sec 5 . For those who are taking sec 5 , gd luck yaa . You guys will be competing with the express students . Study hard & all the best(; .

Btw , i miss my buntal ); . NOT ! Ahaha . Jkjk ;p

2009-12-18T23:41:00.006+08:00

Haha . Tiqaa , tiqaa ~ Yesterday's webcam pictures . I purposely post it cozs im bored ;p

2009-12-18T18:47:00.005+08:00

Hi ! I FREAKING PASS MY N LVL'S ! Ahaha ! Was absolutely happy ^^ . Well , i didnt expect to get 17 points but i did . It really surprise me hell alot ! Ahahah . Well , im nt sure whether i should go to sec 5 or higher nitec . Sec 5 or higher nitec ? Hmm . Bt the courses in higher nitec suckx . I mean i dont like all the courses . Nothing grabs my attention . Tsk ~ Shall think about it 1st ;/ . Anws , congrats to those who passed (; . For those who didnt make it , dont worry . You guys still have a long journey ahead . Anddd im glad tht all the girls in my class pass . Esp te'ah ehk ;p . Congrats for being the top student . Im happy for you ^^

2009-12-17T21:24:00.003+08:00

Aiyoyo ~ N lvl result tomorrow ! YES ! TOMORROW ! Die , die , die !
Will update tomorrow . Im just too tired to type any further .
Anws , enjoyed today's outing ^^

2009-12-14T21:32:00.006+08:00

Hi , back from somewhere with someone . And im fucking PISSED & ANGRY ! Dont wish to elaborate . I just wanna say ... Fuck the fucking old , saggy NYONYA ! Fuck you ! I just wish i could kill you . Thanks ehh ! You made my day WORSE ! I swear i would kill you if i ever see you again ( Cheh , tipu ~ ) . Now im scolding my mum for whatever she say to me . Cozs she's making it worse . She's nt even helping me . Still cn support the NYONYA ! Bodohh per NYONYA ! Tsktsk . Bye ar , bye ar !

2009-12-13T00:00:00.007+08:00

Hi , just got back from akram's house . Well , i went there just to meet his mum & chill around with krab . Dh lame tk jumpe kn . Ape gune nye klau rumah masingmasing dkat tapy tk jumpe . Ahahah . Krab just bought a new laptop . So nk testest sikit , we webcam with jaja (; . Andd i just got to know tht zacky had already gone for Ns todayyy . Yeah , sadly we all didnt get to meet him ); . Anws , watched 'Cinta Pertama' yesterday . It's an indon movie . Anddd its freaking sad . Vry touching ~ Seriously i almost cry . I recommend you guys to watch it . Klau tknk tgk sudahhh ! Ahahaha .

Seseorang yg kita fikir adalah milik kita , ternyata bukan benar-benar milik kita .
Kita memiliki hatinya , tubuhnya dan cintanya .
Tetapi kita tak akan pernah memiliki jalan hidupnya .

2009-12-09T15:32:00.003+08:00

Okay im back ! I mean im back since yesterday . Haha . I must say i had fun in johor & melaka for 4 days . Yeah , klau boleh tknk balek pn . Im lazy to elaborate whut i did in msia . Andd nw im missing pugut ); . Pugut oh Pugut ~ Anws , taking result nxt wk & im fcuking scared . Well , hopefully i didnt do badly huh ;/ . Aiyoooooooo ~ Btw ,

Happy 17th birthday Michaaaaaaaa(; . You have turn a year older & a year wiser . May ur dreams & wishes come true . Enjoy ur day today & make it a blast one ;p

2009-12-04T22:30:00.004+08:00

Hi , went to CS to watch the movie 'Twilight New Moon' . Meet up with with tiqaa , fir , faiz & din outside Guardian . Bought the tickets & lepak at void deck for awhile cozs the show starts at 4.15 . Chit chat for awhile & make our way back . The movie was okayyy . Lumayan gerek lahh kn . I must say , Jacob is effing hot ;p . Hahaha . But sadly , the ending suckx ! Like seriously . MEREPEKKKK ! Pfffftttt ~ After the movie , the boys had to make their way to Akram's sister pit . I decided not to follow them cozs im tired + lazy . Sorry Akram . So , me & tiqaa make our way to KFC cozs i've been craving for it . But , i changed my mind right after i step inside KFC . Wanna knw why ? Because the queue was so fcuking longgggggg ~ Haiyoooooo . Sodehsodeh ); . Decided to eat something light . Bought myself Sotong ball at Old Chang Kee ;p . Hehs . Send tiqaa to the interchange & took bus 21 home . Ohh yah , saw Tajul & Eka at CS . They were looking for jobs . Eka was chubby . Yeah , like vry chubby andd cute too . H3h3 . Anws , going to tiqaa's house tomorrow . Cozs ade kendarat . Afterwhich at night , i'll be going to Malacca for like 3 to 4 days ^^ . So , i will be updating my blog after i've return okayyy . Chiaoww ~

In case i didnt get to wish you on the day itself , i will wish you now lorrr ;p . Hehehe ~ Happy 16th birthday Bestfriend ! Like finally you're 16 ! Ahaha . You have turn a year older & a year wiser . May ur dreams & wishes come true . Sorry if i've ever made you upset or angry . Andd even worse , disappoint you . You've been a great friend to me(; . Andd thnkx for being my listening ear & advisor . Ahaha . Lastly , may you have a wonderful celebration . Make it a blast one . Ahahah . I loveeee youu Pork ^^

2009-12-02T00:36:00.004+08:00

Happy 20th birthday Sister ! You have turn a year older & a year wiser . I wish you all the best in life . May all your dreams & wishes come true . Though at times you tend to piss me off , i still love you & i'll always do(; . Ohh yah , andd Happy 18th birthday to Carol too ^^ .

2009-11-29T08:50:00.002+08:00

Time check ; 8.56am . Back frm Asy's pit . Yeahh , like finally . I am freaking sleepy right nw . Didnt sleep the whole night . Was busy entertaining the others & i was waiting for the Fanaa's to come . Like finally i get to meet them . Steph could not overnight due to some reasons . Chill yahh babe . Tkmo sadsad . Plus fir & the others did not want to overnight . Sodehhhhhh ); . So left me , carol , shail , din & krab . Tht includes asy & the others . The Fanaa's blanje us Mcd . Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ Thnkx yahh . Settle down at the rollerblade park & had our supper there . Was talking about alot of stuff . Yeah it was kinda fun . Make our way back to the pit at 4+ am . Played 21 , chit chat , mkn chicken , disturb shail ( i l0ike ;p ) . Ahahahahah . Sorry ehk shail . We were just joking . Dont take it to the heart okayyyy ^^ . Hehehe . Decided to make a move at arnd 6+ am . Took bus 13 home . Chit chat with Din outside my house . We were looking at the Sparrow flying . Ahaha . Jakon lahh kn . No lahh , i mean its like really exciting to watch them fly & glide . Feelingfeeling nk tngkp the bird ;p . H3h3h3 . Waited for my mum to go out from the house at 8am . Asked her for 2 bucks cozs i feel like buying something to drink . Bought mango tea & went back home(; . Btw , im still hungry . Veryvery hungry . And im soooooooo craving for KFC );

Im glad that everything is okay now (*wide smile*) anddddddd imy );

2009-11-28T02:38:00.003+08:00

I hate it when you ask me to do this & that when you , yourself did nth . Tsktsk . You act like you own everything in this house . Yeah like EVERYTHING ! Andd im totally pissed with tht attitude of yours . For goodness sake , please stop acting like you're the BIG boss in the house . Thank you(;

Anws , went to my grandparent's house yesterday . Hari Raya Haji mahhh . I had fun ^^ . Talking crap stuff with mamat . Ahahah . So hilarious . Ohh yeah , he bought the G-shock frogman watch & hell yeah , its so freaking nice . So jealous ! I want tht watchhhhhhhhh ! Seriously ! Insyallah im gonna get tht watch soon . Hehe . Going to asy's pit today . Was hoping to meet the others cozs i miss them like hell . Cn't wait ;p . Btw , im going to melaka on 6 Dec . Well , mybe . Cozs 2nd sis has been asking me to go . So yeahh , just go lorr . At least dpt jlnjln lah kn . Rather than staying at home doing nth(;

Idk whut im feeling right nw . Mybe im just sick & tired over things tht occured recently . Things are starting to be different . The moment you told me something , i was extremely sad . Yeah , extremely ); . But i still love you .

2009-11-26T03:05:00.004+08:00

Sean Wright
He's effing hot & cute ^^

Its 3 am & im currently watching 'The Contender Asia' . I knw its a last year show . But i simply love to watch the way they fight . Hehe . Today is the finals . Andd its Yodsaenklai Vs John Wayne Parr . But the winner is Yodsaenklai . Tsktsk . Bingittttt ! Ahaha . Whutever . Kay lah , i wanna watch the showww nw . Chiaowwww ~

2009-11-24T21:59:00.003+08:00

Currently chatting with Rizan & Adriana . She ar very kecohh . Ask me alot of things about FB games . Ahaha . Nvm , i'll be ur guru for FB games . HEHE ~ Met khai & steph today at tamp inter . Eventually i was late . Was supposed to meet at 1 bt was changed to 2 bt i woke up at 1.45 pm . Seriously , i was damn tired & i dont feel like going out at tht point of time . Tsk . At last , kluar jgk . Ahahah . Khai did her hw at mcd & we help her in Bio . Afterwhich we make our way to the library . Saw Badriyah & Ruby . Chit chat for awhile & off we go to Sun plaza park . Took photos & make our way home by 5 plus . Btw , while in the bus , there's this freaking chinese boy staring at me . I dont even know whut the HELL is his problem . He stared at me , complain to his grandmother . Stared at me for the 2nd time & complain to his brother . Then he will flip his hp & smell the back of the hp . Cb ! So annoying =.= . Grow up & stop smelling ur phone damn it . Tsktsk .

Btw , im craving for KFC );

2009-11-23T22:16:00.002+08:00

Goodbye AT & Hello KP<3
Dont ask me why but dont you think she's cute ^^

2009-11-23T00:42:00.016+08:00

Went to Aizat's chalet on Saturday . Happy belated birthday Aizat ^^ . Hehs . I really had fun on tht day but sadly , fanaa , jaja , steph & te'ah couldnt tag along ); . So i only manage to see des & natasha plus the boys . Hmm . Andd ! I loveeee the cream puff . So SEDAPPP ~ Ahaha . Enough typing alreadyy . Im feeling so freaking lazy to type . Let the pictures do the talking okayyyyyyyyyyyy ~

The no shame girls . Ahaha ;p

Done(;

2009-11-20T23:44:00.002+08:00

Im absolutely freaking happy ;D . Are you ?

2009-11-19T17:51:00.009+08:00

I swear i don't like the way things turn out to be now .
I swear i don't like the way we text & reply each other .
I swear i don't like whut im feeling right now .
I swear i miss knowing the old you .
I swear i miss ya like hell .
Andd i swear i still love you ;/

2009-11-19T06:09:00.003+08:00

Went out with the boys to watch paranormal activity yesterday . Andd yeah , im the only girl there . Best ehk =.= . Surprisingly , zan was there too . Wanted to watch p.a at Gv bt eventually tk boleh cozs zan's nt even 16 yet . Pantat ! So we watched at Cs . The movie was okay lahh . Not as scary as i thought . The 1st part was zzzzzzzzz . I almost doze off . The only gd part is when they are in bed . Nt doing ehemehem ! Ahahaha ! When they are sleeping & the freaking demon or ghost or whutever shit came . Part tuh je gerekkkkkk ! Ahaha . Movie finish at 9.15pm , make our way to kfc which eventually i was the only one eating ;p . Bussed home & here i am still nt asleep . Anws , steph's coming to my house ltr arnd 12 or 1 i think to bake a cake for someone . Like finally i get to meet her . Hehe . As for the others , i dont really knw . They are busy with their work & stuff . Yeah , like really busy . Hmmm . Nvm . Ohh yeah , i finally remember about 'something' when i was browsing thru my photo album in my hp & came across ur photos . Which thn i quickly check the calender & yeah its 19 . Erm so , should i or should i nt ? Help me pleaseeeeeeeeeeee ;/

2009-11-17T04:28:00.006+08:00

Time check; 4.53am .
Im still nt asleep . Its nt tht i dont wanna sleep . Haiya . I'll tell you why . Firstly , im down with fever & a headache plus i had difficulty sleeping & i havent even eat my medicine ;/ . Secondly , i somehow thought about something . Well , its kinda disturbing me . I couldnt stop thinking about it . I've been asking myself , whut do ppl want from me , whut are the things lacking in me , must i always face something that i dont really want , is my sacrifice ever worth it ? Hmm . I dont really knw huh . Im totally confused . Ahaha . Sheeeshh ~ Why am i saying this anyway . Hahs . Yknw , i dont feel like talking to anyone . Dont ask me why . I just dont knw okayy . Well , nvm thn . Im going to bed nw . If i could even sleep . Byeeeeeeeee ~

Sometimes , i just wish you would knw hw i feel ;/

2009-11-15T05:02:00.003+08:00

Mind her face . Muke masai . I force her to take picture ;p . Ahahah !

Happy 48th birthday ibu !
Cheh dh tua sehh . Ahaha . Jkjk .
Semoga ibu panjang umur & murah rezeki .
Im sorry if i've been rude to you & stuff .
But whutever it is , i loveeeeeee youuu Mum<3
Enjoy ur day todayyy .
Hope you like the gift from us^^

2009-11-13T03:40:00.011+08:00

Time check ; 3.43 am . Im fcukingggggg boredddddd & i cn't sleeeepppppppppp . Cn anyone entertain me ? Ahaha . Haiyaa . Mendakmendakk . Let me blog bout yesterday lahh . Met V yesterday at 2 plus to pass her my unused schoolbooks & hell yeah i miss her alot . So like finally i get to meet her . I was being nice enuf to meet her at her blockk . Hehehe . Chit chat about some stuff , watch video while 2 or 3 freaking mini flies disturb us . Sumpahh annoying siaa . Ahahahah ! Andddddd we did snap pictures . Ade lahh pictures of me tgh syiok sendiri . Ahaha . So yeah lepak with her till 6 plus , tumpang toilet skejap , ternmpk _____ . Favourite colour , i l0ike ^^ . Tk mengape lahh . I dont mind . Ahaha . She send me to the bustop & waited for the bus to come . Thnkx ehh . Ily V . Hahs . After tht , i took 21 frm tamp inter & make my way to atikah's house . Dh lame tk jejak rumah dier . Stayed there till 11 pm afterwhich i decided to make my way home cozs her dad keep asking me to sleep there bt i dont feel like sleeping there . Cheh busted . Ahah . Haiyaa . Today , im going to Kallang with Tiqaa & Marr to surveysurvey 'something' . Andd i should really get some sleep nw . Hmm . Nehh , mybe ltr cozs im webcamming with Din . Hehehe . Andd Fanaa ! Whut happen ?! Kau senyap trus offline . Sedihh aku ); . Cheh cm phm . Hope you're okayyy . Hmm . Will blog again ltr . I thinkk ;/ . Chiaowww ~

2009-11-09T11:55:00.012+08:00

Let me post whut happen during thr past 3 days .

Friday : There's nth i cn do at hm . NOTHING ! Except surfing the net . BORING !
Saturday : When out with steph & my sis to have our photoshoot at chinese garden . My sis asked me to dress up like a lady which i feel totally uncomfortable wearing it . Tht's the last tyme you ppl gonna see me wearing like tht . Andd i mean it . Ahaha . Halfway thru , i had moodswings . I was feeling awkward & totally upset . Yeah TOTALLY ! I mxg myra cozs i really need someone to talk to . And yeah , thnkx for the advice anws . It makes me feel quite better(; . Ohh yahh , i'll upload the pics ltr .

Sunday : When out with my mum to visit my cousin . Meet my aunt & cousin in the bus & off we go to yishun . Hell yeah its freaking far . I was hoping tht my other cousin would follow , but sadly no . I was alone . Booo ! Pantat ! Nvm . Finally i get to see my anak sedare . Damn he's cute ^^ . Hehehe . I didnt manage to snap his photo cozs my mum only remind me when i was out frm my cousin's house =.= . Reached home arnd 9 plus . At 1o plus , went to tembusu to lepak with fir , faiz & din . Din had a bad sore eyes . Get well soon . So , watched faiz playing obscure the aftermath game . Gerekk ! Part aku maen , takottakot . Part tgk org maen , aku suke . Ahahah . Whutever . Mum called me at 12 plus , asking me whut tyme im coming home . So yeah , had to make my way home alrdy .

Today : Surf the net i guess & prolly mlm lepak . Bye !

Here are some of the photos taken during the photoshoot . Feel free to look . Ahaha .

2009-11-05T14:18:00.005+08:00

I like this photo ^^ (Ignore my hair)

Went to Pasir ris downtown for our class chalet yesterday . Andd i reach hm at 12 plus just nw . Im freaking tired right nw . My neck hurts due to yesterday incident . Due to the freaking trolley ! I wouldnt want to elaborate whut happen . Nk tawu , tnye org nye sendiri . Ahaha . Nw i have scratches on both of my palms , my right arm , my tummy , a bruise on my right eye & its so fucking obvious ! Damnn ! Plus a scratch on my FACEEE ! BOOHOOO ); . Ohh yeah , once my mum reached home , i showed her my injuries .

Me : Ibu , see my right eye . Bengkak ! Got scratches everywhere .
Mum : Whut happen ?
Me : Adk kene rembat ar . Enth bdak mane carik psl .
Ibu : Huh ?! Asl plk ?
Me : Hehehe . Ape huhhuh ? Adk jatoh lah .
Ibu : Mcm mane leh jatoh ?
Me : Adk maen trolley ;D
Ibu : Tuhh lahh yg kau tkde keje gie maen trolley buat per .
Me : *wide smile*

Curse tht place ! Grrrr !

Andd i end up lying down like this =.=

I will be asking my mum to massage me at night ltr cozs my shoulder & neck hurts ); . Prolly i'll be cutting my hair today . Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ I like ! Hehs . Let me continue whut happen during the chalet . Had bbq & stuff . Andd hell yeah des eat alot . Ahaha . Watch danceflick . Played bomberman with fanaa & jaja . Watch spore idol at 8 & damn charles is still nt out ! Geram per ! Arnd 9 plus to 10 plus , some of them had to go home . So only left me , fanaa , fir , din , zacky , akram , faiz & raymie . Ate our supper again & it continues until 4 plus in the morning . Ahaha . The time was 5 plus & we couldnt sleep . Akram was making so much noise . Switching on the light . Didnt let us sleep . Bertuah punye anak . Ahahah ! Asking us to wake up , snapping photos of us while we were sleeping . Thnkx ehk . Ahaha . Woke up at 8 am but still freaking tired . Make our way home by 10 plus am . And here i am right nw(; .

Ohh yahh , des was fcuking caring yesterday when i was injured . Hehehe . Thnkx ehk des . Loveee youu . Tht includes the others too(; . Photos are all uploaded at my fb . So pandaipandai lahh tekan okayy . Chiaowwww ~

2009-11-02T10:43:00.020+08:00

Firstly , i wana wish a happy 17th birthday to din . His birthday was yesterday . Haha . Se-loww sia aku wish ;p . Ahaha . Padahal semlm aku dh wish ehk . Hahs . Yesterday , when out with din to watch Jennifer's body . I shall rate the movie 5/5 . The movie was very good . I feel like watching again siaa . Andd obviously , megan fox was effing hot . Cair ........... Ahahah ! Fanaa have received the CDs from her friend . Ade cite jennifer's body jgk . Still , im gonna watch it again . Ahaha . After the movie , we had our lunch at S11 . Saw meixuan & samantha . Had nasi goreng , then off we go to meet fir . Lepak till 11 plus then i had to make my way home . I realie enjoyed yesterday . Thnkx for the treat din . Ouhh yeahh , i slept at 6 plus in the morning just nw . Due to the mens cramp , i had difficulty sleeping . Andd im suffering right ); . Pity me huh . Was supposed to go to Kampong Ubi cc today but since im having mens cramp , im nt going . Sorry Zal & din . Hmm . Sorry if its a short post . Im lazy to blog ar . Tgh dlm kesakitan nie . Chiaoowww ~ Ouhh yahh ! Lets post some of the pics taken during the pit(;
Anws , Happy 16th birthday to Haziqah & Happy 17th birthday to Atyra . May you guys enjoy ur special day today(;

Step Romeo . Ahaha !

Eh Zamir ! ;p
Anddd.....
Muz handsome sehhh ;p

2009-10-31T13:08:00.005+08:00

Lets talk about yesterday huh . I woke up at 9 plus in the morning & realise i had 3 mxges . Hafjz wanted to meet me , so why nt . For the 1st time , i was bathing in the morning . Ahaha . 1st time ehk ;p . Meet him arnd 10 plus & its was raining heavily & we were drenched from head to toe . Settle down outside mr bean & i was busy playing msn using Hafjz ipod . Hehehehehe (Lakeland ;p) . Saw Din then blablabla . Lazy to elaborate . Make our way to akram's house . So yeah , his mum was busy frying the mee goreng while waiting for the others to come . They make their way to ecp by 2 plus i think while me & hafjz went home to wait for steph . She was late , vry late i tell you . Ahaha . Cheh tipu ;p . Actualie , i didnt realise tht steph mxg me cozs i was busy talking otp with dee . Hehehe . Sorry yaaaaa . I was the one late . We reach ecp arnd 6 plus & only a few came . So tkpe lahh . But sadly , fanaa , jaja , teah , des ANDD natasha couldnt tag along ); . Haiyaa . Nvm . Nxt tyme jumpe okayy(; . We mknmknmkn & snap photos till it rains at night . So we clear our things & make our way to the shelter . We continue our bbq thingy once the rain stops . Ohh yeah , steph meet up with her date . Andd he says im fierce =.= Fierce ?! Ahaha ! Just because i didnt smile at him doesnt mean i fierce whutt . Lakeland btol ! Ahaha . All of us make our way home by 1030 . Halfway thru , akram was laughing at this guy . Yknw the arcade game thingy , where you have to pick up the toys & let it go once it reached the hole . Yahh , akram was laughing all the way cozs when the guy pick up the toy using the machine thingy , it drops , everytime . AHAHAHAHAH ! Mcm kesian gitu . I tell you , tht machine is cheating on ur money . They purposely make the toy drop . Tsktsk . So akram took bus no. 13 while me , fir , faiz , din , muz & zal took 15 . Halfway thru , din , faiz & fir meet their punk friend . I must say , he looks cool . Ahahaha . With the jacket , boots & stuff . Hehehe . Chitchat awhile & make our way to the bustop . Tunggu bus 15 dtg mcm tunggu buah nk jatuhhh ! Grrr ! Bus came arnd 11.50+ & its was packed . So gie mampos kite naek jek ;p . I reached home arnd 12 plus(; . My sis went shopping today & she bought lots of clothes & stuff . But mostly , i loveee her new shoe . Lawwwaaaaaaa siaaaaa ! Jealous i . Ahahah ! Watched tv for awhile . Cite ape ehk ? Hmmm . Ouhh cite Cube 2 . Cite nt bad , gerek bt i end up falling asleep . Ahahahahah ! Nw im feeling bored . Soooooooo bored . I dont knw whut to do . Well , prolly i'll just stare at the laptop . No lifeee btoll ! Ahahahaha ;p . There's this exorcist thingy at 11 pm . Its a must to watchhhhhhh(; . So , watchhhh okayyyyy ! (Photos will be uploaded soon once i've got it frm steph okayy)

2009-10-29T21:54:00.007+08:00

Let me start with a convo i heard between the bangla , uncle & auntie ;p

I was at the kodak shop when i heard a bangladesh man saying something .
Auntie ; Yes , cn i help you ?
Bangla ; I want to play the comp for half an hour .
Uncle ; Cnt .
(Bangla man walk away but came back in the end . This time dgn muke sposen . If you dont knw whut i mean by muke sposen , it means muke kesian lahh ;p )
Bangla ; I want to play the comp for half an hour .
Uncle ; No cnt , we are closing the shop in 15 mins .
Bangla ; I only want to play for half an hour . I stay very near .

Ahahahaha ! Kekek nye bangla . Whut does it have to do with 'I stay very near' . The shop is closing in 15 mins & you're saying you're staying very near . Ahahahah ! Tkde link langsung . Bsokbsok kn lehh maen comp . Haiyaa !

Btw , there's a pit tomorrow . Idk if im going or not . The girls arent sure whether they are going or not . Haiyaa ! See lahh ! Masingmasing dh keje , mcm gini susah lahh nk jumpe ); . Hmm . Sedihsedih D; . Anws , to those friends of mine tht got promoted , congrats yaahhh . Im really glad (; . Work really hard for nxt yr okayy . Make me proud ;p . And to those who didnt get promoted , dont give up okayy . Everyone failed in life before . Failing doesnt mean its the end of the world for you guys . Its shows tht you guys have to work really hard okayy & put in all your hardwork . Whutever it is , think positive & nvr give up<3

2009-10-19T18:10:00.005+08:00

I miss them ); [Tht includes Des , Teah , Natasha & Zacky]

Ar haloooo ! Ahaha . Arghh , im lazy to update but since DEE asked me to , then okayy lor cozs i did ask her to update her blog right ? ;p . Im sick of sitting at home . My daily activites - Eat , sleep , shit , surf the net & rot at home .__. . Grrr . And the moment my mum sees me , she wont talk to me . Sedihhh taww . Ape salah aku pn aku tk tawuu . Haiyaaa ! So yeah yesterday Din & the others ajak lepakk at eunos court . When out of the house at 11 plus & meet Din under my block . Surprisingly Akram was there . Dlm hati ehk *WAHH ! Akram pn boleh lepakk ehk * . Ahaha . Settle down near the tembusu there & Akram bought us supper . Hehehe ! Tapy kn , ade mknan tapy tkde sudu . Bestt ! Faiz suggest we eat like a dog , Akram suggest we eat using twigs , konon nye pade dier chopstick lah tuhh . Ahah . Andd Din ask us to tear the top part of the styrofoam . Ahaha . In the end , me & akram use our hands while faiz when down to search for spoon . While waiting , 2 chinese policeman came . Ape lagy , kene screen dgn police ar . Check our ic's andd chit chat for awhile . Luckily they were nice , if nt we will be send home . Phewwww ! Faiz came back but there were still no spoon . So gie mampos ar pkai tgn . Ahaha . We talk about alot of stuff . About sec 3 camps & stuff . Name cik pahh & yu tong terkluar . Hehe . Andd we were talking about ehemehem . You guys wouldnt want to knw kn . Ahahaha . At 3 am , i need to make my way home cozs sis told me not to reach home late . Cheyy padahal lmbt siaa . Ahaha . Tomorrow morning , i need to go to school to do the dyeing of the shirts & probably thurs i'll be coming backk too . Haiyaa . Sungguh lecehh ;/ . Ohh yeahh , i cn't wait for the nxt outingggggg ^^

p/s ; I loveeeee __.

2009-10-18T12:18:00.020+08:00

Yesterday , went out to Marina barrage (at lasttt kluar ^^) . Weather was freaking hooottttt ! Bolehh gie sun tanning skali . Ahaha . Ade org tuhh ckp nk gie lepak lahh kn . Tapy padahalpadahal . Ahahah ! Whutever . Snap some photos there , posing mcm model & jaja tgh amek video kite ;p . Jakonjakon . But its all for memories(; . Hehs . After tht , train down to city hall & we had our lunch at LJS (my favourite ^^) . After which fatheha join us . Cheyy ! KAKAKKAKAK sehh . Dh work , nnti dpt gaji leh blanje kite sumer ehk . Hehe . Saw leeana at Marina Square , wearing baju kurung . AHAHA ! I was laughing at her . Sorryy yahhh ;p . Nxt , kite lepak kat sky garden . Again , we snap photos , make stupid faces & recording our happy moments there . Ahaha ! Had enough of fun , we went to tamp . Cozs some nk lepak . But fatheha , fir & steph need to go home . We settle down near tamp sec . We were talking about alot of stuff . Yeahh , ALOT i tell yaa . Sumer tgh kecohh and i was releasing my stress there . We share our thoughts about something & were talking about rizan too . Ahahah ! Jaja needs to get home latest by 10 so we make our way to pasir ris plk . Still , kite lepakk . This time , fir ade . No lifee siaaa kite . Ahaha . By 11.50pm , make our way to downtown cozs i need to peeeeeeeeeeeeee & took the last bus home . Din send me home while faiz was waiting outside mr bean , maen psp . Tk abisabis siaa kau . Ahahah ! Zacky & the others asked me to follow them go jamming today but i cn't cozs im going to my grandparents house today . Sorrryyy yaaa . Nxt outing lehh jumpe dohhh(; . Kayy lahh , i'll post some pictures here . SOME jek ehk cozs im lazy right nw ;p

Spot the one who doesnt act fierce . LALAT ! BZZZ ! AHAH !

She touched my ASS ! But i lOike ! Ahah ! Jkjk . No she didnt . Jgn pikir bknbkn ehk ;p

Done(;

2009-10-16T02:21:00.012+08:00

Before i close my eyes for the last time . Cheyy ! Mcm nk mati gitu ehk . Ahaha ! Before going to bed , as i told FANAA , i'll post the pictures taken during the webcam session . Webcam dgn dier bolehh jady gilerr lahh deehhhh ! Duadua pkai baju p.e . Kpo ar kau fanaa ! Ahaha . Here are the pictures .

Muke aku powerrrrr ! Fanaa step kiuttt ! Ahaha ;p

DOGGYYYY !

Done(;

2009-10-15T18:31:00.020+08:00

Kayy lahh . Not gonna type tht muchh cozs im freaking tired right nw . Was in school frm morning till afternoon doing the decorations . Andd my back aches ); . Pity me huh . I still need to come to school at 10 am tomorrow for the function thingy . Pkai full uniform plk tuhh . Ya allahh ! Tk kuase aku . Seriously . Lagylagy bdak E ade . Takpe lah . Demi mdm sahara(; . Here are the pictures taken yesterday .

I like this picture ^^ . Steph knws whyy . Ahaha !

Taken by Lobert(;

Taken by PORKK !(;

Done~

2009-10-15T01:16:00.003+08:00

Its 1.17 am anddd yeahh here i am blogging . Cozs my eyes just wont close . Finally got to meet steph yesterday . Cheyy ! Mcm dh lame gitu tk jumpe . Padahalpadahal . Ahaha . Kay diam . So meet porkk at Paya lebar mrt station . Gatal taww nie pork . Padahal leh jumpe pat tamp teros . Ahaha . Walk all the way to the bustop && while waiting for the bus to arrived , i asked her to help me with *something* . Andd she's being annoying . Ahaha .

Me ; Ehh ! Tlg aku replykn ar .
Steph ; (took me hp . Chey nk step me ;p) Aku ckp err , tkde . tnye jek .
Me ; .___. Btolbtol lahh . Haha .
Steph ; Hehehehehe . Er , tkde . Tnye jek .
Me ; Irritating siaa kau . Hahah .

Dlm bus pn repeat the same thing . Dasar porkk ! Andd kite dua org jekk yg buat bising dlm bus . Mcm bpk kite nyeee bus . Ahaha ! Gie mampos ;p . Reached tamp andd went to food court to mknmknmkn . Finally dpt mkn spaghetti ^^ . Btw , steph spotted someone nt wearing ehemehem . You knw lahh ehemehem . And the thing when downnnnnnnn . AHAHAH ! I sound sick . Ahaha ! Whutever . Part tuhh , mate tajam ! Bolehh spot ehk kau . Ahahah ! After mkn , when to tamp mall & t1 to walk arnd . Porkk plan to go Frolick & eat yogurt . Andd hell yeahh sdap . Snap a lil pics andd off we go to tamp mall to play arcade cozs i want to ;p . Maen game zombaaaa jek skejap dh mati . Ahaha . Maen game racing skejap dh abis . Maen game bowling , lumayan . Kat msn tk puas maen game bowling . Ahaha . Last game , the whacko game . Anddd stephhh KASAR nk mamposs . Ahahahah ! Whack tuh bende mcm nk rembat org . Ahahah ! Jkjk . Its 8 plus and we decided to go home . Spotted Atikah , tapy ............... SOMBONG NK MAMPOS ! MAMPOS TKNK ! Cheyy ! Probably she couldnt recognise me cozs mybe i look too cutee . Ahaha ! Siaksiak . Ohh yeahh , i forgotten to mention something . I met my 2nd sis sec sch friend in the toilet .

*Me & her stared at each other*
Her ; Ini zulaikha ker adk dier ?
Me ; Nie adk dier .
Her ; EHK ?! Dh besar sehh .
Me ; Mesti ar dh besar(;

Kau pikir aku masehh kecik lagy ker . Ahaha . Whutever . But its funny anws . Muke masehh same . Tk berubahh ehk . Ahaha ! Anws , I should really get some sleep . Im meeting hafjz at 9.40am today andd i need to go to school at 11 to help mdm sahara do deco bt yet , we are still playing games at msn . Ahaha . Addicted siaaoowww . Kay lahh kay lahh . Enough typing . Chiaowwww ~

2009-10-13T18:46:00.003+08:00

Here i am , trying to think whut i shud blog about . I have no idea . Seriously . Since Fanaa & Hafjz asked me to update , update jek lahh . And my blog looks dead anws . Ahaha ! Nth interesting happen since the day we sec 4's have ended school . I rather go school then rot at hm . Grrr . I seriously miss everyone . Hmm . So yeah , yesterday we went to school to collect our prom money . Yeah no prom due to SOME reason . Gie mampoz lah . Before tht , meet up with Hafjz and chit chat for awhile . Anws , Fanaa and the others were like busy trying to find part time jobs , while Te'ah have alrdy started working . As for me , i dont even bother to find a job due to my lazyness . Haiyaa ! Mybe nt nw lahh kn . Cozs im suuuupppperrrrr lazy right nw . Ahaha ! Btw , i think im cutting my hair soon . Soonnnnnnn lahh kayy ;p .

I absolutely loveeee her voiceeeeeeeeeeee ^^

2009-10-08T21:15:00.010+08:00

N levels are over & yeahh im out of Telok Kurau Sec forever ); . Hw sad siaaa . Time flies so fast . Hmmmphh ! Hw i wish i could stop the time ;/ . Anws , i totally screwed up my geog ppr just nw andd wth , i dont even understand the question . Was hoping the abrasion thingy would come out . In the end , DELTAA ! Bestt ! I was writing crappppp all the way . Er except for development . I could bet tht i would 100% fail my geog . Yeahh , like 100% . GRRR ! Btw , i get to meet tiqaaa , dee , amalina & marr after school todayy . Was absolutely happy . But the moment i saw them cry , my heart sankkkkkkkk . I was feeling extremely sad . Seriously . At tht moment , i feel like crying too . I'll miss you guys . Youu guys are the bestt ! I swear ! Im glad i've known all of youu . All of you are like a family to me . Thnkx for sharing with me all those gd memories . You guys wont be forgotten . Andd this i promise all of you(; . Lovee you guys<3 . Andd V , thnkx for giving me another chance .

Syggg korg sumerr<3

2009-10-06T22:51:00.002+08:00

Damn i hate it when that feeling strikes again ;/

2009-10-04T20:49:00.042+08:00

Supxs ! Im just gonna post pictures taken yesterday . It was really freakinggg fun ! I swear ! Thnkx guys for making it absolutely gerekxs(; . Loveee youu all . Andd yeah , my foot was healthy yesterday . Except for fanaa , jaja , te'ah & especially steph . Blisters huh . Ahahaha ! Hrp cpat baikk yerr ^^ .

2 stupid pictures of me ;p

Alright , thts all . I've already upload all the pictures in fb . Sapesape yg ade fb , bolehh gie tgk okayy ;p . Hahs . Ohh yeah , im having science n lvl ppr tomorrow . I really need to study my physics . Grrrr !
Byebye !(;

2009-10-02T00:03:00.005+08:00

Though i've wish you alrdy , bt still , i wana wish Desiree ONG a happy 16th birthday . Fuuyooohh ! 16 alrdy yaaa . May ur dreams & wishes come true . Be strong & happy always . Take good care of yourself yaa . Must watch what you eat then you will be able to heal fast okayy . Im gonna miss you when we leave this school . Im gonna miss the jokes tht you crack to make me laugh , im gonna miss the wayy you say your mwark mwark ;p , im gonna miss the memories tht we share during our 4 years of secondary school life , but mostly , im gonna miss you ); . Yes YOUU ! Ahaha ! Thnkx for being my friend(; . Andd im glad tht i've known you . You're the only chinese friend im close with including natasha & jessica . Idk why im saying this but you guys are the best ! I swear ! Ahaha . Well , i hope we can remain as friends though all of us have go on our seperate ways .

Grrr ! Im tired . I shall blog again after i've return from school(;
Chiaowww ~

Edited/ Today's the last day of lessons , last day of meeting my fav. teachers , last day of eating Mee soto . Haiss . Sedihh siaowww . 4 years in sec sch & time flies so fast . Im nt even ready to leave sec sch life . I wish i could turn back the time & spent more time with my babygirls . I was crying yesterday when i read Hafjz's post . It was sweet . Thnks ehh for making me cry . Ahaha . Jkjk . So yeah , we took some pictures in class & wrote something on the table ;p . Tkpe lahh skali skale vandalise table . Hehs . At tht moment , i feel like crying ); . Boohoo ! But life has to move on right . Hmm . Anws , tiqaa & others came to my house today(; . Jln raya mahh . Was glad to see all of them . Hehe . Chit chat for a while , snap pics with me wearing shorts . Hw embarassing . Ahaha . After tht , they make their way to their nxt destination ;p . Suddenly , i feel tht i miss them . Padahal dh jumpe ;p . Tomorrow , im going out with my beloved 4n2 classmates plus fanaa , hafjz , akram & muz . Woohooo ! I cn't wait . Ahah . Must snap alot of pics okayyy <33 . Here are the pictures taken in class during bio lesson(; . Pictures taken today was in jaja's hp . Shall ask her to send me ^^ . Let the pictures do the talking yaaa .

2009-09-29T22:23:00.003+08:00

Firstly , cheer up okayy Jaja . I knww you're feeling vry upset about losing ur wallet . Nie sumer garagara Mcdonald ar . Cheyy ! Haha . Hey , everyone have had their bad days . Curse tht person for taking ur wallet . But whtever it is , cheer upp okayyyy(;

Secondly , me & the girls when to tampines today , like AGAIN , to finally buy something for someone ^^ . Was supposed to bought the Lee Cooper shoes but sadly , there's no size & no red colour ); . Andd yeahh , Lee Cooper really break our heart . Only Jaja & Steph knws it ;p . Ahahaha ! Anws , nw i really hate school . Mainly cozs of the millions & trillions of geog worksheet we have to do ;/ . Grrrrr~ . I havent even do my art & my n lvl is like just nxt week . Best ehk . Andd its gonna be my last week in Tkss . Hw sad lahh kn D; . Im gonna miss everyone siaowwww & im gonna miss Mee Soto !! Ahahaha . Ohh yeah , i had the weirdest dream last night . Only steph knws . Why do you have to be in my dreams anywayy . But seriously i find it freaking funny . Eera Eera . Ahahah ! We'll see whether it will really happen ;p .

Lastly , this video is freakinggg funny & irritating ! Ahahaha !

2009-09-26T19:37:00.002+08:00

I think i like you , but nehh , i knw its impossible right ? Well , i dont know huh . Its just when i talk to you , i feel different . Just totally different . Different from the others . Arggh ! Its just hard to explain . Ahaha ! Well , only me , myself knows it . It might just be infatuation or love . But at the same time , im not ready for tht stuff huh . But hey , you're someone tht cn really make me smile & laugh , you're someone who cn really grab my attention , you're someone who makes me want to knw more about you . Seriously , i've nvr post anything like this before . Ahahah ! And its really weird yknw . Freaking weird . If thts hw i feel , whut cn i do right . Im sure everyone have felt the same way as i do right . Andd yeah , dont deny ar . Ahahaha ! Well , its nvr wrong to say tht you like someone ^^ . Cozs its nvr wrong to fall in love & its nvr wrong to tell someone how you feel(;

2009-09-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

Megan Fox effing HOT ! ^^

2009-09-23T22:41:00.010+08:00

Heyy ! Just got back from my dad's house . Finally i got to meet my two lil brothers . Andd yeahhh , Rafael cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^ . Miss them alot ! Heheh . Anws , i've got nth to blog abt . So im just gonaa post picutes taken during Hari raye . Tapy cikit jek lah . Yg laen tk lawa ;p . Hehe ! Enjoyy !(;

1st day of Raya

Mahsuri ! Miss her ^^

2nd day of Raya
Sape tinggi ? Ahahah !

My face like shit ! ;p

Chiaowwww ~

2009-09-22T18:55:00.003+08:00

Goshh ! I really dont knw whutt to blog about . Ahaha . Ohh well , have been celebrating Hari Raya for 2 days andd yeahh lumayan gerek lahh kn . Was supposed to go to my father's house today bt eventually , tk jady cozs my 2 sis were still sleeping . Believe it or nt . Behh mcm yeryer semlm ckp . Alamakkk ! Grrrrr ! Tawu aku ikot steph mkn Subwayyy . Ahaha . Fanaa didnt attend school todayy . Lemahh nye akuu . Aku rindu kauu ! Make sure bsok dtg ! Aku nk peluk cium kauu ! Ahahaha ! Mcm phmmm ;p . Nxt 2 weeks , i 'll be sitting for the 5th ppr i think & the next thing i knw , we will graduate . Anddd yeah , goodbye TKSS , teachers , friends & V . Hmmm . Emo nyeeee ! Ahahah . But seriously , thts the best school ever . Cozs i've got to meet wonderful friends there . I swear im gonna cry like a baby when i leave tht school D; . BOOHOOO !

Anws , i dedicated this video to all of youu . It realie makes me cry . Please stop harming innocent animals D; . They have families like us too & they do wanna live . Have some sympathy D;

2009-09-17T18:49:00.006+08:00

I miss I[e]m-unique
Gmbr random yaaa ;p

Arghhh ! Sungguh mlz nye nk blog . Ahaha . School was boring . Main activity in class : playing cards . Ahaha . Nth else to do . But today's assembly program was supeerrr gd ^^ . The guy singing acoustic song & beat boxing is effing HOTT ! Aku suke , aku suke , aku suke . Cair aku ;p . Ahaha . Ehemm , andd fatheha ade scandal baru . Heheheh ! Sweet nk mampoz . I knw , you knw lahh kn . Ahahahaha ! Anws , 2 more days to raya andd im so looking forward to it . Er i guess so lahh kn . Hehs . Ohh yeahh , i've plan to make something for my beloved sec __ friends . You guys will knw soon ^^ . Vryyyyyy soon . Ahaha .

2009-09-15T20:07:00.006+08:00

2nd cover . New & improve . I lOike it ^^

AT<3
She's effing HOT ! ^^

P/s ; Im still mad at youu

2009-09-14T18:17:00.006+08:00

V , thnkx for making me angry & upset . I dont knw whut the hell you're thinking & saying . Do you think i like it when you say tht ? NOO ! Anddd im just fcuking disappointed & upset with you . Stop thinking low of urself will you ? ); . Whut makes you think im gonaa be happy about it . The more you say it , the more you're making me upset . I dont like it when you force me to accept someone . Heyy ! Thts nt whut i want okayy ! Thts whut she wants . I hate it when you're talking crappp to me . Yknw , the situation is different . You cn't compare last time with nw . Pls okay , tkmo ungkit psl perkara yg dulu . Haiss . If you think by saying tht doesnt upset me , you're wrong D;

Anws , fcukk youu lahh KANYE WEST !

2009-09-12T11:39:00.025+08:00

Heyy ! Im lazyy to blog here . So im just gonna post pictures taken yesterdayy ;pp . Ohh yeah , today's plan was cancel . Sedihh or whutt . Now im dead bored at home . Hm . Nvm then(; .

Fav. pic ^^

My sis says i look cute in this pic ;pp

I told her my face looks like sirhan . Knknkn ? Haha .

2009-09-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

Is this someone familiar ? ;pp

2009-09-08T19:27:00.004+08:00

Cute kn ? cute kn ? Ahaha .

Selamat mlm ! Saya di sini ingin mengucapkan selamat hari jadi yg ke 16 kepada idola saya , Jaja(; . Ahaha . Wthh ! Ehemehemm . Semoga persahabatan kite kekal selama nye . Dan hrphrp hasrat kite ingin membukak JFS menjady kenyataan . Cheyy ! Ahaha . Sygggggggggggggg kau ;pp . Hope eu enjoy ur day todayy yaaaa .

So today i had malay listening compre in the morning & ss ppr in the afternoon . Malayy lumayan snang bt ss kn , ade susah sikit lahh kn . Especially part essay . Seriously i have no idea whutt to write . I studied about S.I , in the end tk kluar langsong . Pffftt ! i shud have study globalisation siaooowwwww >.< . Haiyaaa . But whutt to do lahh kn . Its already overr . Hmm . Tomorrow im having eng ppr 1 & 2 . Hrphrp passage tk karot . Ahahah . Ohh yahh , while me & the girls were crossing the road , there's this vehicle (tk tawu lori ke aper) hon at us . Alamakk ! Buat kite org trperanjat jek . Seriously , eu drivers dont have any patience izit . The green man signal is still on . Andd yeah , we cn still cross . Yknw CROSS ? Grrrr . After we reached outside outside the mosque , this one bloody taxi driver shouted at us . Seriously at tht point of time , i feel like beating eu up lahh apekk ! Naseb bulan puase lahh kn . Shheesssshh !

Btw , V is sick ); . She had fever . Andd yeahh , nasebb dier dh mkn obatt ^^ . Good girl . AHAHA . Must get enough rest okayy . Andd pls dont move around . Or else i'll tie ur legs up . Ahaha . Get well soon yaaaa(;

2009-09-06T22:13:00.004+08:00

I wana wish Teteahh a Happy 16th birthday(; .You have turn a year older . Yeayy ! Aku tawu kau happy ^^ . May ur wishes come true . Gd luckk for ur n's tomorrow yaa . Syggggg kau(; . Hehs . Aku tawu aku dh wish kau pagypagy bute . Tapy tkpe . Wishh bnykbnyk kn bagosss . Haha . Bsok aku kasi kau birthday bashh okayyy . Tunggu jek lahh . Muahahahah !! ;pp . Andddddd ..........

Welcome to the clubbb babe !
Club untok org yg dh capai umur 16 .
Ahahahahhaha !

2009-09-04T22:15:00.005+08:00

Firstly , i would like to thank mdm aishah for making us (the girls) cry todayy . Not cozs she scolded us or something . Ahaha . Its because she wrote us something vryvry sweet & showed us a vry meaningful music video . Andd hell yeah , it realie make us cry ); . Thnkx mdm aishah for teaching us eng & giving us ur support . Though at times our class is noisy & tend to irritate you , you're still being vry patient ;pp . Once again , thnkx for everything . I'll nvr forget about what you have taught me . Andd lastly , i will nvr forget about you mdm aishah(; .

Secondly , im feeling happy today . Mainly cozs things are okay between me & V . Ahah . Im glad ^^ . Andd V , please dont be too rough . Dh cutecute behh kasar . Ahaha . Jkjk .

Anws , i had malay remedial after school . Its frm 2.30 till 4.30 . While waiting , me & the girls settle down at the canteen & yeahh , we were like talking about setting up a business where we will be selling Shepards pie . Ahaha . Jaja name it JFS which stands for Just For Shepards . Ahah . Cool or whutt ;p . Seriously , kite bbl mepekmepek siaowww . Well , i just hope tht it will really happen . Btol tk Ja ? Hehs . Clock struck at 2.30 & me , teah & jaja need to go for malay remedial whereas steph & fanaa when home . Finish remedial at 4.30 & make our way home . Ohh yeah , my 1st n lvl ppr will start on Monday . OMGOMGOMG ! The next thing i knw is tht we will graduate ); . Hmm . Im nt even ready to leave secondary school life . Haiss . Ohh well , wish me luckk okayy(; .

Still waiting ;pp

2009-09-03T19:24:00.006+08:00

I hate todayyyyy cozs there's 3 things tht made me upset & there's like 4 periods of malay & 3 periods of ss intensive . Seriously ar , mendakk nk mampoz . I almost sleep in both lessons . Well , malay nt tht bad ar bt when it comes to ss , hell yeah nth goes inside my head & her extremely irritating voice is extremely loudddddd >.< . Grrrr . Nxt , i stayback after sch cozs there's Malay remedial bt in the end tkde cozs Mdm R is having PMS with her students . Yeahh , thnkx for making us wait huh(; . I had PMS today bt as usual , my parents couldnt attend . If i were to ask my mum , she would ask me to ask my dad andd if i were to ask my dad , he would ask me to ask my mum . Hmm . Cn eu guys like just spare some time for me ?! Im just sad tht my parents cn't attend to take my result . I mean its really important to me cozs this result will show whether im able to do well for my n's or nt . Andd eu guys , always think about work , work & workk . Come on lahh , its only like for one day & it wont take longg . Haisss . Im ur daughter . Andd for once , plss understand hw i feel ); . Anws , i was shocked when i got to knw something frm my sis & yeahh , i was vry upset . Haisss . But after all , she's my sis & i love her . So i care bout her feelings mre than mine . Hmm . Last long with 'him' okayy .

Andd to V , sorry for not telling eu the truth & sorry if im hiding things frm eu . Itz just hard for me to tell eu straightforward . Andd nw tht eu've alrdy knw , i'll let eu be with who eu wanna be with . I cn't lie about hw i feel . The fact is tht im still upset bout it . Vry upset ); . Haisss . Yknw , i cn feel this feeling of weakness in me . When we started fighting , hell yeah the feeling is there & it stays there for quite a long time D; . Im like always depending on eu which actually im nt suppose too . Well , i realie dont knw . In the inside , im a weak person & yes im really am ;/ .

Im still waiting .

2009-09-02T19:56:00.000+08:00

What about me ? );

2009-09-01T19:41:00.006+08:00

Who will I run to , who will I turn to ,
now that you left me behind , who will dry my tears when I cry .
Who will I run to and who will I turn to ,
now that your not here in my life .
Who will be there for me , who's gonna rescue me, who's gonna share my dreams & who's gonna mend this broken heart .

2009-08-31T17:50:00.013+08:00

I lOike this picture(; (Ohh yahh , 1st tyme aku pkai dress ;p)

Firstly , i would like to wish all the teachers a HAPPY TEACHERS DAY , especially Mr Sidek lahh knknkn . Ahaha . So yeahh , first thing in the morning , kene exercise cozs aces day lahhh kate kn . Dh pkai lawalawa beh exercise . Kekek siaoowwww ! Hahs . After tht , we proceed to the hall to watch the performances andd i still like the way Ms ashikin dance . Kiutttt lahhh ;p . Hehehe . Andd i so loveee jaja's & teah's singing . Sdapppp ! Suare power beb & jaja ade peminat baru ;p . Cheyywahh ! Suare mcm Vanessa Hudgens sehhh ^^ . Pheeewittt ! Ahaha . So we plan to go karaoke at Grandlink . Kecohh giler siaowww . Andd faiz suare nt bad ehk tapy muke mesti mau maintain . Lol ! Then we make our way to geylang for awhile , jlnjln , 'carik mkn' . Cheyy ! Tk lahh . Hehs . Frm there , we all decided to make our way home . Andd here i am right nw , sitting at home doing nth . Hmmm ;/ . Lagylagy bsok tk skola . Haiyaaa . Mendakxs !!!!

Nahh ! Some of the photos we took(;

Muke mcm nk kene rogol siaowww . Ahahaha XP
Done(;

2009-08-28T20:10:00.003+08:00

Firstly , i would like to wishh Myra a happy 14th birthday . Cheyy ! Eu have turn a year older . May ur dreams & wishes come true . I knw at times eu may face some problems , bt hey just remember tht i'll always be there to help eu out okayy . Enjoy ur day today . I♥you(;

Okay , lets say today is a great day ? Well , mybe nt tht great . Ahaha . As usual , me & the girls stay back till 5 plus to watch jaja & teah do their rehearsal . Andd this time , their singing is superr great ;p . I lOike ! Ahaha . Just cn't wait to see them sing on monday . Ohh yahh ! Surprisingly , i saw ms ashikin dancing ? Well , she dance with the malayy dance girls & hell yeah she cn dance . She looks cute when she did the hopping thingy . Heheh . I still cn't decide on wht to wear on monday . Dress or just shorts & tshirt ? Hmmmmm . Idk lehhhhhhh ~ . Haiyaa . Anws , one last thing . lets recall back one shocking incident tht happen . Which jaja find it random . Ahaha . Din asked me a vry shocking question . 'Would eu be my date for prom night ?'. Lol ! Terkejot skejap aku ;O . Seriously , jantung stop skejap siaaa . I was like speechless & couldnt answer him ;p . Sorry din . But if eu were to ask me again , i would say yes . Why nt lahh kn ^^ . Hehs .

2009-08-26T17:31:00.006+08:00

Aku penatpenatpenatpenat . Im kinda lazy to blog actualie bt since i've got nth better to do , then might as well i blog bout today knknkn ? ^^ . School was as per normal today . Lessons were boring . Andd i've gt my results for comb. sci & maths . The sad thing is tht i failed my maths ppr 1 bt there is a slight improvement(; . Still , i feel kinda disappointed ;/ . I managed to pass my comb. sci bt was nt too happy bout it . Ahaha . Nvm . I shall work hard for my n lvl thenn ;3 . At 3 pm , me & the girls when to the hall to accompany jaja & teah as they want to go for the teacher's day audition . Andd i tell eu , duadua suare sdappppp . Ahaha . They were singing the song 'candles' by hey monday . Well , gd luckkk yaaaa ;3 . After audition , we make our way home & eventually teah cry cozs of something . I wont elaborate it here cozs its personal . Anws , cheer up okayy . Dont waste ur tears for someone like him . If he cares for eu , he wouldnt have hurt eu . Hmm . Boys will forever be boys ;/ . Ohh yeahh , vanilla took my watch home . Ahaha . Andd i kinda miss my watchhh . Ahaha . I knw its kinda weird to miss ur watch bt hey , tuhh aku nye jam kesygann tawwww ;p . Ahaha . Dont forget to bring my watch tomorrow taww . Luckily , i still have the babyG watch . Heheh . Btw , i have the video of them singing . Bt its only a short one . Sorry klau tk clear ;p . Hehs . Enjoyyy ~

2009-08-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

Its a must to watch this movieeeee(;

2009-08-23T17:11:00.004+08:00

Im rotting at home nw & im missing alot of ppl D; . Was supposed to break fast at my grandparents house but cozs of my 2nd sis working , it was cancelled . Boohoooo ! ); . Was hoping to meet my grandparents today , bt ohh well , there's always nxt week right . I dont knw whts wrong with me . I was pretty helpful today ^^ . Ahaha . For today jekk lah kn . Hahs . I helped my mum vaccuum the house , wipe the chairs & tables , blender the ingredients & repair the socket ? Ahaha . Well , i was sincere to help her out anws . Tomorrow's my last ppr & im nt coming to school on tues cozs it was supposed to be the last ppr for f&n andd dnt pupils . This suckxs ! So , i will be seeing eu ppl on wednesday i guess . Anws , im left with 2 weeks before sitting for my 1st N lvl ppr . Im just worried plus alil scared . Firstly , i havent even started studying or revising my work . Secondly , i just cn't stop playing the comp . Andd lastly , when am i gonna be serious . Seriously ! I should really start studying but well , i just cn't seem to focus . Hmmm ;/ .

Anws ppl , sorry if couldnt reply ur mxges . Apparently , my pp8 is low right nw . Andd someone promise me to top up for me bt he/she didnt . Eventually , its another empty promise . Ohh well , i dont give a damn(;

2009-08-21T20:52:00.005+08:00

ARGGGHHHH ! Im veryveryveryvery angryy !! Wanna know why ?! Cozs my internet load slow giler babi nk mampos & the fcuking msn wont sign me in . Geramm siaaa ! I knw lah eu guys may think tht 'alahh , stakat internet jek' . But its really irritating when eu have to wait & wait & wait for the website to load . Andd all eu have to stare is at the blank page infront of eu . I had this feeling of throwing & stepping & crushing & biting my laptop !! Fcukk youu lah laptop ! Fcukfcukfcukfcuk ! If only eu have 'ears' , than eu cn hear me . Fcuk the internet , fcuk the hardware & fcuk everything . Grrrrrr ! Sabar suzs , sabar . Naseb bsok puase ar . Klau niari , dh batal siol . Tsktsk ! Anws , today i didnt follow steph & all to jurong to go for swimming cozs im fcuking lazy . Plus i woke up at 2.30 pm . Hehs . I was just to lazy to move around . So i just when to city plaza to meet my dad . Which was luckily near & i took the bus ^^ . Chit chat with my dad for awhile & make my way home . But this time , i walk home . Walk pass geylang & hell yeah the new geylang market was niceeeeee ;D . Ahaha . Ohh yahh , yesterday my sis receive this mxg frm someone saying 'U zulaikha . I bangladesh . U have manymany boyfriend' . Ahahahahahahahahaha ! Wtf ! Well , just last wk , my sis lost her hp in the cab . Andd probably the bangladesh must have found her hp & browse thru her hp . Ahahah . Kekek ar luhhh ! LOL ! So tomorrow dh puase . Conferm lemahh nye . I wont be able to eat mee soto . Boohoooo ! ); . Andd i've been craving for alot of things . Ohh well , nvm . Selamat berpuase yerrrrrr(; .

2009-08-20T19:23:00.000+08:00

Here's another boring day , another boring post . Ahaha . Mcm phm ! Anws , didnt get to eat pizza today . Sedihh pehh ); . Me & steph dh semangat tunggu . I knw eu knw ehk . Ahaha . Boohoooo ! Whtever lahh ;p . Im so fcuking hungry right nw . Mum didnt cook , sis didnt bother to give me money to buy food . Nvm . Let me die at homeeee , slowlyyy . Ahahaha . Kae mepek ! Had maths & art ppr today . Maths was okayokay lahh . But im pretty sure tht im gonna fail cozs i suckk at maths . I repeat ehk . I suckk at maths !! I wish i was good in maths . Haha . Well , i just need to revise alot huh . Anws , luckily i get to finish my art final work . Though its a last minute work , bt still , it looks pretty nice to me ;p . Haha . Tomorrow i wont be coming to school . Yessahhh ! Tkyah bangon pagy . Anws , din & the others plan to go swimming tomorrow . But im so fcuking lazyy siaaa . I just feel like sleeping & nvr have to wake up . Er , it sounds like im dead . Ahaha . See 1st lahh kae . Insyallah if i wake up early ;p . So , i shall stop here then . Mauu mknnmknmkn . Lol ! ;D . Chiaoowww ~

2009-08-19T17:04:00.002+08:00

Damn ! Had 3 pprs today . Andd why the hell did eu people arrange 3 pprs in one day ?! Grrrrr ! I couldnt even squeeze everything in my brain . But anws , i find physics & bio easy . Er nt tht easy lahh . Lumayan snang . Ahaha . Geog was the hardest !! I couldnt even understand some of the questions & my mind went blank . Like totally BLANKK ! Ahaha . But i did try my best to write what i cn . I failed my ss & im sure im going to fail my geog . 100% sure nye . No kidding . Anws , i wouldnt want to depend on my humanities cozs i suckx at it . Andd comb science is my only hope(; . Hehs . So tomorrow im having maths ppr 1 & art . But the problem is tht i havent even finish my art . Im only at investigation . Wht do eu expect ? We receive the ques ppr last wk . Andd eu expect us to finish it like for 1 wk ?! Haiyaa ! Nw im like struggling & rushing to do my art . I still need to study for my maths . Sheeeesshh ! There's nt enough time . Im just fcuking lazy to do my art . Why must it be tomorrowwwwwwwwwwww !!! Grrrrr ! Ohh well , probably i'll do it ltr then(; .

What hurts the most is when that someone special forgets about a special day );

2009-08-19T00:02:00.004+08:00

Hey ! Its 12 am in the morning & im blogging right nw because .......
I wanna wish Marr a Happy 15th birthday !! Cheywahh ! Dh 15 sehh . Eu have turn one year older . Ahaha . Hope all ur dreams & wishes come true . Be strong & happy always okay . Study hard & may eu succeed in life(; . Sorry klau tkde present . I've thought of making eu a bday card . But currently , i didnt manage to do it today . Probably i'll give eu nxt week okay . Cozs im nt coming to school on friday . Sorry lahh klau budget . Hahs . Well , just hope tht eu will appreciate it okay ;p . I lovee eu vryvry muchhh♥

2009-08-17T21:16:00.008+08:00

I believe in not doing things the easy way
I believe that being selfish doesn’t pay
I believe in living my life with no regrets
I believe that if i don't get hurt i'll never gain
I believe that to love someone , i have to give it wholeheartedly
Andd i believe that i won't know what i've got until it's gone

2009-08-16T20:19:00.002+08:00

Im so gonna let my words hit you hard on your head(;

2009-08-15T10:28:00.008+08:00

Forget about the previous post . Be prepared to hear the truth . HAHAHA !

2009-08-15T09:46:00.008+08:00

Here i am , blogging at 9.55 in the morning . As usual , i cn't sleep . Though tht feeling of tired is there , i just cn't close my eyes & sleep . Hmm . Ohh well , yesterday , we celebrate fanaa's bday(; . All of us were giving excuse to her tht we need to go home early well except me cozs i told fanaa to meet me at whitesand by 5.30 & go to downtown east . Reason , nk carik barang & jumpe kakak aku . Ahaha . So , i went out of the house at 2.30 & i was fcuking late . We were supposed to meet at 2.15 . Sorry guys . Hehs . While in the mrt , i meet steph as well . Cozs she's also late . Sajak lahh tuhh . Twins ^^ . Ahahahah . Reach pasir ris nearly 3 & we were told to go to the popular to buy the stuff , while the others when to jaja house to bake the cake & prepare the food . Me & steph went to the popular & meet fatheha there . Bought the things & make our way to jaja's house . Andd , jaja's house is sooo nice . Haha . Jakon beb ;p . We prepare the things & as we manage to karaoke for awhile . Haha . Andd guess wht , jaja cn realie sing . Omg ! Terkejot skejap . & her voice is totally different . Ahahaa . Arnd 5.25 , i went out of the house & meet fanaa at whitesands . Walk arnd for awhile , eat sushi , eat ice cream & then decided to make our way to downtown which fanaa said 'eh , downtown kene naek mrt kn ?' . Ahaha . Kau nie selowwww ar . Dh paisehh . Ahahaha . Took the bus 15 , which turn out tht the bus turn the other direction . Ahaha . Aku yg paisehh . Drop somewhere & we decided to walk . Sorry ehk fanaa . Kecian kau berpeluhpeluh ;p . Hahs . Finally , we reach downtown & im finding my way to pasir ris park . While walking , i was saying 'maner kakak aku nie ? Kau nk ddk skejap . Cian kau'. Ahah . By the tyme we walk near the pondok , the others were like 'Happy bday Fanaa !' . Ahaha . Luhh kene tipu beb !! Ahaha . We had a mini picnic & there were alot of food . Hope eu like it okay(; . Thnkx to des , natasha , jaja , steph , zacky & teah . As for me , thnk me for takin eu frm whitesand & walk all the way to downtown . Ahahahah . We settle down & took alot of pictures . Make our way home by 8.30 . Andd tada , here i am at home(; .

2009-08-13T20:30:00.008+08:00

Well firstly ...

I would like to wish Fanaa , my sexbot [again], a happy 16th birthday ! Hope all ur dreams & wishes come true yaaa . Be strong & happy always . May our friendship lastttt !(; . Ily <3 . Er isnt tht the same thing i send eu in the morning ? Ahaha . Whtever ! Secondly , school was pretty okay today . Had two free period today as mdm aishah did nt attend school . During assembly , me & the girls did the teachers day montage thingy . Punye lahh kecohh ! Ahaha . Andd natasha , the terkehel girl wanted to end it by doing the muahh action which i totally deny . Ahaha . Bt in the end , buat jgkk . Hehs ! Anws , it turn out well(; . So after school , we went to the band room to watch the guys do their auditions for the teachers day celebration . But overall , i think firdaus band did better than hafjz band . But tht doesnt mean ur band is nt gd ar Hafjz ;p . So after tht , we had a hard tyme finding the aircon remote . Amirah told us it was in the box bt it is no where to be found . Dh lahh bnyk kotak dlm situ . Laen kali ckp terangterang cikit lahh . Sheeesshh ! Eventually , we left the room without switching off the aircon . Nt our problem arr ! Ahaha . We met the guys outside & make our way home(; . Anddd lastly , Fanaa , by tomorrow , pls kindly confirm with me whether eu're going to the malay remedial or not . Thnkxx(; .

Cowgirl tk menjady ;3 . Ahaha . JK !

2009-08-12T18:03:00.004+08:00

LONEERRR ! ;p

Aku kn mendakmendakmendakmendakk ! Ahaha . I don't like today cozs the lessons are boringggg . Especially physics & ss . Itz just making me sleep in class -___- . Hahs . Yesterday , i manage to finish my n lvl art coursework . Yesssaahh ! At last . Dh bolehh relax cikit ^^ . Cozs all this coursework thingy makes me goo crazy . Who the hell cn tahan siaaaowww . Sheeesshh ! So , had detention after school & natasha , the terkehel girl , decided to join us today . Cozs she wants to kpokpo . Ahaha . Jkjk . Nvm . The more , the merrier(; . We were released at 4 but natasha & desiree was only release at 4.30 cozs they keep going out of the class . Alamakkk ! Buntot korg gatal arrr ! Ahahah . Anws , i cn't wait for tomorrow . Idky im soo excited . Apparently , it was nt supposed to be my special day . Its was supposed to be my SEXBOT special dayy . Knknkn ? ;p . Bsok luhh kene arr girl . Ahahah ! Andd Dee , pls kindly remind me cozs i may tend to forget pluss cheer up okay . Dont wanna see eu sadsad );

2009-08-11T20:42:00.002+08:00

She's hotttttt ^^

2009-08-10T16:34:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i see what i want to . Sometimes what eu think , is nt what it meant to be . Well , i never meant to make eu feel neglected & yes , i mean it . Sorry if i've ever been self centered & nvr thought about how eu feel . Sorry if the things i do , really hurt ur feelings . But i knw , it takes more than just saying sorry right . Apparently what eu say isnt true at all . & yknw , tht party gets to knw something before me & hell yeah , i was just listening . I know eu're mad at me but eu just won't tell me . Lying to me won't do gd . Its best if eu tell me right infront of my face . & yeah , it would really hit me hard on my head . Hmm . Eu really mean a whole lot to me & i've nvr take it for granted . The word spare is nvr ever in my dictionary . It hurts me when eu just say tht . & yeahh , i did cried . I knw it takes time for ppl to realise this . Haiss . Eu knw tht at times , i do feel left out when eu're with tht someone & i knw eu feel the same way as i do . I've nvr ever wanted to push eu aside & let eu suffer . Never ! D; . I just hope we could sort things out . I didnt post this just because i want ur sympathy . Its because i wanted to tell eu the facts & i wanted eu to know tht i really do care );

2009-08-09T23:44:00.008+08:00

Heyy ! Itz 11.50pm & i just got back frm marina square . Phewww ! Was totally worn out siaowww . Bt i enjoyed(; . Hehs . So just nw , meet up steph at eunos & make our way to the flea market . Jln pn sesatsesat . Ahahah . It was fcuking hot & we cn't find our way to the flea market . Checkcheck dkat daerah SAM . Buat pnat siaoww jln pat city hall -___- . Ahah . We walked arnd the place bt eventually nth caught my eye so i didnt buy anything . Except for steph . After tht , we make our way to plaza sing to have our lunch . Bt half way thru , there's this girl walking infront of us . Muke dh sleng & she kept saying 'Zubir said dr , zubir said dr' . Wthh ! Bikin kekek jek . Eu may nt find it funny bt hell yeah itz funny . I knw , eu knw ehk steph ^^ . Ahaha . We decided to mkn at this place , i dont knw whts the name . Lumayan kenyang ar . Hahs . Then we walked arnd & slack at starbucks for awhile , snapsnap gmbr . Arnd 6 plus , we make our way to marina bay to meet the guys . Took the shuttle bus & squeeze our way to the rooftop . Settle down somewhere & snap some photos again while waiting for the fireworks thingy . Tapy org blakang bising siaowww . Sikitsikit 'WOOO' . Bikin suspend jekk . Dasarrr ! -__-'' . Part fireworks jekk excited . Manage to snap some photos of it using my hp . Blahhblahhblahhh , fireworks dh abiz . Slack for awhile & decided to go to marina square . Spotted balqis bt yeahh she didnt see us . Booo ! So , steph went to LJS to buy drinks . Apparently , we didnt manage to lepak there cozs steph is tired . So , kite balek lahh . While in the mrt , spotted this bangla gay lying down one another bangla's legg . Sheeeessshh ! Kluar mrt pimpin tgn . Ahahahah ! Wth ! We dropped at eunos & terserempak fanaa & the others . Chit chat for awhile & then i make my way home ;3 . Anws , here are the photos(; .

Sorry if the picture quality aint gd(; . Anws , Happy 44th bdae Spore ! Chiaooww ~

2009-08-09T00:27:00.002+08:00

Suddenly , i like this pic(; . Lol !

Its already 12.35 in the morning & im nt asleep yet ? Ahaha . Whtever . Its gd tht i gt to knw something frm someone . Apparently it was a fcuking shocking news . Tk percaye beb . Hw the hell did eu end up knwing my ex date . Haha . Pape lahh korg . We'll see wht happens nxt okay ? *evil face* . Anws , today in the afternoon, im going to the flea market with steph , to check out some stuff there . Who knws there might be some cool stuff there ^^ . Hehs . I thought of asking her to go & watch the fireworks . Checkcheck zal pn nk gie tgk fireworks .Well , itz nt conferm yet cozs she says tht probably she will be going to her grandparents house . Nvm . Ltr conferm with me yaaa stephh(; . Haha . Btw , i really need to start doing my art . Im only left with 2 development , 1 colour scheme & 3 drawings . Tuesday is the last day & i really dont wanna fail ;/ . Hmm .

Ohh yeahh , klau kau nk blg dier yg aku tanye psl TUH , blg lahh . Kau step aku kesah jekk . Tk gune btol . Haha . Klau dier tawu pn , step aku mati jek . I dont give a damn bout it lahh dehh -___- . Bye !

2009-08-07T21:02:00.012+08:00

Today gerekxs bt tiring . Had ndp celebration in school . Celebration mepekk jek . We stayed in class & snap alot of photos . Need to grab those photos frm stephh & natashaa(; . Ahaha . Mknmknmkn then we were released at 11 . Me & the girls went to esplanade rooftop to snap some photos while the guys went to the mosque to have their friday prayers . Arnd 2 plus , we meet up at marina square & make our way to popeyes at Spore flyer to mkn again ;p . Lumayan ar . The sandwich is quite big & im satisfy(; . After tht , make our way to marina square to lepaklepak for awhile . Arnd 4 plus , we decided to make our way home . Cian fanaa smpai trtido . Ahaha . Nw let the pictures do the talking yaaaaa :D

1st favourite picture(;

2nd favourite picture(; [ cutee ! ;3 ]

Guess what is fanaa doing . Ahaha ;p

Haidar Winky ! Ahahah .

There's still alot of photos , but im lazy to upload liaooo .
Anws , steph & natasha , i want some of the photosssss !

Adios~

2009-08-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

Both of them are really bad babysitters . Ahaha .

2009-08-05T21:48:00.003+08:00

I just got back frm tamp & bugis . Andd woowww ! I would like to thank someone for pissing me off & making me shout at eu in the shopping mall . I think eu deserve it . I was in a gd mood & yet eu spoil my day . Great ehk ! Nw , i didnt even manage buy my red tee . Thnkx to eu ! Argghh ! Call me as many times as eu want . I dont even want to answer ur call . I bet eu're enjoying right now with ur FRIENDS . Yerlahh ! Kau kn besarkn kau pehh kwn . Part kwn kau sumer bolehh , part aku jekk mcm stengah mampoz . Abeh aku nie sape siaa ?! Ehhh ! Pls lahh ehk . If eu dont even want to follow me just nw , why dont eu tell me earlier . I could have ask my friend to follow me . Eu were walking with me & showing tht fcuking attitude of urs . I was trying to endure it until eu really pissed me off . I cn't take it anymore . Dont even bother to talk to me lahh ehk . Cozs i hate it when eu acted like nth happen . I cn bet tht my mum will nag at me once she reached home . Besttttt lahh siaaaa . Argghhh ! Anws , tomorrow i'll be following steph to bugis AGAIN cozs she wanted to buy a long sleeve shirt . Probably i'll have a chance to buy something tomorrow or mybe i should just wear my red polo tee . Hmm .Whtever luhhh -__- .

2009-08-05T15:35:00.001+08:00

I soo loveee today cozs ..... there's no ss & i get to skip detention . Ahaha . Whtever . Tomorrow still have to go detention liaoo . So i had no ss today cozs the whole class dont knw where the hell did mdm azizah go . Yknw , all the teachers came late to our class (except mdm sim(;) . Like wht jaja say today is a sloww day . Hahs . I get to sleep during eng & bio lesson bt eventually woke up halfway . Bestttttt !(; . Ahah . I gt my bio test result & yeahh , it suckxs ! I scored 15/30 for my ppr 2 ); . Just pass liaooo . Bt overall i gt 30/50 . Well itz lucky tht i pass bt im just nt happy with the results . Somemore its last year's n lvl ppr . Wahliaooo ! If i were to get this kind of results for my n lvl , i would surely feel disappointed & sad ); . So yeahh , i must really buckk up ! Hmm . I texted steph to inform her about art & was happy to hear tht she cn finally walk bt she was still limping . Looks like her knee is getting quite better . Well , gett well real sooonnnn okay(; . Hehs . Anws , im still nt sure wht to wear on friday . Jeans or 3/4 pants ? Hmm . & i really need to get a new top for myself . Grrr ! Mybe afterwards , i'll be going to bugis or far east with my sis . Bt i seriously loveee the sup tee . Its red in colour bt it cost me like 49 bucks ? Mane nk cekau duit beb . Ahaha . Nvm bout tht ;p . I had a little chat with Shafinaz about 'someone' & itz really making me mre confuse . Haiyaa . Well , i just hope to knw the truth real soon ;/ . Hmmm . Anws , im going off nw . Chiaooooww ~

2009-08-04T18:27:00.005+08:00

Sheessshh ! Im feeling soo pissed cozs the stupid irritating family safety thingy prevented me frm using mozilla firefox . Gerek siaowwww -__-'' . So im using my sis account to surf the net & stuff . Naseb bolehh . Haiyaa ! So yeahh , During PE , steph accidently twisted her knee which i didnt notice till i turn arnd & saw her lying on the floor ;o . Jaja was shouting bt i didnt heard her cozs i was busy tryin to pass the ball . Heheh . Sorry liaoo ;p . Run towards steph & was feeling vry worried . She was brought outside the office & the others were tryin to calm her down . I was told to stay to look after steph . Pity her liaooo . Naseb kaki tk patah . Ahaha . Chit chat with her in the library while waiting for her father to fetch her . Her father reached around 9 plus & brought her to the hospital to do xray . So yeahh , she will be on MC for 3 days . Sedihh siaaa . I need eu , eu need me . Ahaha . Wthh ! Bt get well soon okay . Must get enuf rest . Hope eu could attend school on friday . Misss eu liaoooo ); . Hmm . As usual , i had detention till 4.30 . Only me , des & jaja went for detention . As for teah , she had to go to the airport to send her bibik . Today was abit 'special' cozs the 3 girls were there -__- . Bt we did our own things & jz ignore them . We were making alot of noise in the detention room . Ahaha . Standard mahh ^^ . Steven tan pn mcm slumber gitu . Ahahah . After detention , we make our way home . & i had to go home alone . Steph wasnt there to walk with me . Eu see wht i mean . I need eu , eu need me . Hahs . Sedihhh . LONERRR ! Ahaha . Btw , i wanna wish Ms Grace a happy 25th birthday . Hope eu will enjoy ur day today . Ily !(; . Hehs . We manage to snap some photos with Ms Grace BUT i couldnt send the photos to my fcuking laptop . Grrr ! Problem siaa nie laptop >;O . & my usb cable is missing too ;/ . Swayyyyyyyy ~

Andd to YOU , thnkx for making me angry .

Here's the photo(;

2009-08-02T01:11:00.002+08:00

Im soooo tired . I've just woke up siaaooww . Cheyy ! Ahah . Actually arnd 12 plus lahh . Yesterday , i had art for 9 hrs straight . Frm 8 to 5 . No breakk siaooowww . Kene tahan . Mdm sahara pn tahan . Bt pity her liaooo . Her relative pass away bt she have to be in sch to help us do the dying & she had to rush . So i had fun doing dying but itz fcuking troublesome siaaooww . Mcmmcm process . Kene ikat nie lahh , tuhh lahh . Tapy lamalama dh expert . Ahaha . Jk . But my hold hand was dirty . Itz covered with the dye . Tgn cacat siaaa . My nails were even dirty . Eeuuwwww ! Ahahah . I manage to finish mine bt nt too happy with the colour ;/ . I had to help the others do the dying & pulling . Stephh was alrdy complaining to me tht she was hungry . Ahaha . Me & steph were released at arnd 5 plus . We went to baguzz to eateateat . Fcuking hungry siaoww . Ahah . So waited for haidar & the others outside schh . & yknw wht , the sch gate was lock & carol had to slide under the gate . Ahahaha . Kekek siaaa XD . Slumber jek . Sumer dh kekek . After all had arrived , we make our way to eunos inter . I decided to go home straight . Tk lehh tahan siaaa . Totally worn out . First thing i reached home , tukar baju , terus tido . Didnt eat my dinner until nw . Bt nw , i couldnt sleep cozs im nt feeling tired at all . Probably i should just surf the net till morning ? Ahaha . In afternoon nk teman hafjz go tamp & mybe afterwards go to the flea market with stephh . Idk lahh . See 1st horr . Well , i shall stop here then . Nk maen game dgn hafjz ^^ . Chiaowwwxs ~

2009-07-31T20:07:00.002+08:00

First of all , i loveeeeee this watch ! Omgomgomg ! Ahah . Lawa kn ;p

Secondly , today school was as per normal . I had geog remedial after school bt i didnt attend cozs i dont feel like going . Instead , i go for art just to complete my art work . Semangat liaooo ! Ahaha . First thing tomorrow Saturday morning , i have to go back to school to do my dying . Malass siaooww bt no choice ar . Itz frm 8 to ..... i dont know wht time . Hahs . If art ends early , i'll probably follow hafjz to tamp to find something for someone ^^ . Yknw all of a sudden , i felt kinda happy . I think steph should knw . Hehs . Ohh yeahh , des cried in school just nw cozs of something tht i dont wish to elaborate here . Poor desiree . Cheer up okay . I knw hw eu feel . It makes me sad to see eu tht way D; . Hope tohh bacinnn cn explain things to eu . Hmm . Sometimes i realise not everything in this world cn be perfect . There will be always be a problem . Well , life is hard ;/

2009-07-29T16:18:00.004+08:00

I love this picture . Idky . Tapy hafjz mukee !! Tk bolehh annggsss ! Ahaha . Jkjk

Today is another freaking boring day . Lol ! Chey ! Nt really ar . Was very pissed off with mdm azizah -__-'' . But i dont want to elaborate wht happen . Anws , i find today's bio lesson fun cozs ms grace brought this doll or whtever it is with her , to show us the organs in a human body . I notice tht the ____ was small . AHAHAH ! && waidart keeps on pointing at it . Mcm tk penahh nmpk gitu . Padahal dier ADE . Ahahaha . So yeahh , ms grace was talking about DEamination & DEtoxification . She cn still ask us what is DE & where does the word come frm . Apparently i answer her 'DE is a person's name' . Why did i say tht ? Lol ! Eventually she just smile & keeps on saying DE , DE & DE . Er well , i was pretty disturb cozs it reminds me of someone . Haiya , nvm . So when out off school & spotted bulala . Kesian dier kene tunggu teah . I guess it would be long huh . Tkpe , sabar jek bulala . Ahaha . After tht , we walked away & i was talking to tiqaaa about *ehemehem* . Eu guys wouldnt want to knw . Hahs ;p . Then i had to go home to take my white cloth cozs steph is helping me do the pulling thingy . Weeeeeee ! Thnkx ehk stephh(; . So patah alek eunos inter to pass her the cloth & send them to the bustop . See ! Im a good fren taww . Cheyy ! Jkjk . Ohh yeah , i manage to help this two makcik to carry a plastic bag full of quran . Kesian pehh psl . Dh lahh bnyk quran . Berat siaoww . Ehh ! Tapy ikhlas taww nk tlg(; . Hehs . So i approach them & asked them whteher they needed help or something . Anws , me & the others where given 2 weeks of detention due to the blog thingy . Ohh well , wht to do . Just have to face the consequences liaooo . && we were not allow to blog until we graduate . Mepekk siol . BUT , i will still blog & probably change my linkkkkk(; . So , anything i'll inform eu guys liaooo . Aite then . I shall stop here . Toodless~ Euuwww . I mean byeeeeee(; .

2009-07-28T20:20:00.005+08:00

Y'knw , its always the little things you do that hurts me . I really dont know whats wrong with you & am i in the wrong . If yes , then im sorry . Well i just hope you would sit back & think why you're not like last time . Hm . Well , it appears that i can't always give in or should i say must not ever give in . Cozs that person might tend to do it again . All those advise that i heard from someone really hit me hard on my head . But i may take quite some time to really apply it to myself cozs im that type of person who likes to give in easily & probably being too soft hearted ? Hmm . At times , i tend to think about what you're doing now , how are you , how are you coping with ur studies now or are you facing some problems . Well , hope you're doing fine with ur life right now . Ohh yeahh , i came across someone's blog & i get to know tht you're not feeling well in school just now . Er hope you're okay now & do rest okaay . Take care of urself . Hm . Er , i shall stop here now cozs im still feeling kind off upset . So yeah , bye ~

2009-07-27T15:28:00.013+08:00

Im veryvery disappointed with tht 'someone' . Why did i have to trust you anws . In the end , you're the one who is twisting the story . At 1st im really confused , bt after hearing frm their own mouth about wht really happen , i just couldnt believe it . All this while you have been lying ? Why ? Cozs you want my sympathy or something . Haiss . I realie dont know . I dont know who to trust liaoo . I've heard different stories from different party . Argghh ! Fuckk ! It just doesnt make sense . Well , i think i shouldnt trust anyone right nw . Wht i knw is tht im nt siding anyone or blaming anyone . I dont wanna make any wrong decision . Er im sorry if i couldnt trust you . If you happen to read this & if any of my words were to hurt you , im sorry . I didnt mean to make you feel tht way . As you knw , the situation isnt right . Er , just ignore about wht i say in the 1st few sentences , cozs i dont know wht im saying . Hm . Well i just get to knw tht you're in the hospital right nw . Get well soon okay ); . Yknw , sometimes you cn't trust someone who is close to you . I dont know who the hell is telling the truth & who the hell is nt . Damn it ! I realie dont know wht to do . This is really bothering me . Pfffttt . I need a break ;/ .

Ohh yahh . while browsing thru my folder , i found this photo . Ahaha . I think tiqaaa was the one who snap it(; . Speaking of her kn , i miss her lahh );

Cn we like get over it ? ;/